I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot

Chapter 1269: 18.107 First Grey Star - Heavenly Restrictions and Previous Lu Mingʼs Memories.

Su Jin was merely a miserable man who had endured immense suffering in a past life, which he was unable to comprehend. Someone who fell in love with the wrong man and hurt even his one and only family. Ultimately, before he could fully appreciate his second life, he was informed that it had been granted to him in return for Ji Yoonjun and Lu Mingʼs sacrifice.

Even the thought of it makes him regret all he has accomplished in his past life.

Mo Xuejing wanted to tease him more because he thought he was too weak-willed. The more he observes people with weak wills who were given opportunities but did not value them, the more he feels like stepping on them.

”Would any crying help you? Would crying allow you to meet your brother? Would crying allow you to repay their sacrifice? In my eyes, youʼre just wasteful. Protagonists are considered Heavenʼs beloved son for a reason. They can never leave this world.

So how do you think you can see that brother of yours? Why do you think your brother chose to destroy your former world? The answer to that is simple,” Mo Xuejing said with a mischievous smile.

Meanwhile, the saint of this world, the Moray Eel God, couldnʼt help but want to stop Mo Xuejingʼs words. The heavens couldnʼt restrain him, especially the words he wanted to say, so when he wanted to reveal the truth of the world, no one could truly stop him.

{Venʼrable lʼrd, prithee sayeth not anymʼre. the secrets of the heavens cannot be best indulged in with the mʼrtals.}

Translation: [Venerable Lord, please donʼt say anymore.]. [The secrets of the heavens cannot be indulged in by mortals.]

Sadly, Mo Xinyue is unaffected by the Moray Eel Godʼs pronouncements. Selfish, he acts in his own way. What could a lesser godʼs request possibly mean to him? In addition, they are only strangers.

Mo Xuejing said, ”Only by destroying the world can your protagonist gain your freedom from the fate laid down for you. By then you should be able to leave this world and go to the other world. For example, the world where your brotherʼs soul had transmigrated~. Become stronger, only then you can do as you want. Hm~ how about I give you a chance?”

He briefly got the blessing of the water by flicking something on Su Jinʼs forehead. Su Jin thought that he had authority over all the water in the world after realizing the profound meaning of water. There is a glimmer of divinity in the water droplet that Mo Xuejing had tossed onto Su Jinʼs fingers. He had the same strength as the Moray Eel God behind him, at least for this instant.

Su Jin turned around and observed the enormous eelʼs terrible visage, which was certainly not what Su Jin was feeling at the time. Ultimately, the protagonist shouʼs connection to the skies was momentarily severed by Mo Xuejing. It is not as easy as saying that he gave him a sliver of pure divinity that can challenge the Emperor of the Ocean.

Looking at Su Jin with eyes as if wanting to have fun watching, Mo Xuejing hid his table of tea and snacks and left only the single couch he was sitting on. He didnʼt forget to pull Lu Ming away from Su Jin.

Lu Ming asked, ”Why?”

”Youʼre in the way. Let them fight!” Mo Xuejing said.

Su Jin exchanged serious looks with the Moray Eel God. Su Jin is only able to see the golden chains on him and Lu Ming with the current borrowing power. In front of him are some Moray Eel gods that resemble thin strings rather than shackles, giving the impression that he is a puppet controlled by the worldʼs skies.

”What the hell is this?! Why do I have this on me!?” Su Jin said as he tried to pull away the chains on him.

Unfortunately, he was still bound by those chains, even with his acquired divinity. He turned to face Lu Ming and remarked that even his soul was limited, as though he were considering something. It makes sense why he was unable to remember anything about their past lives. However, he noticed just one limitation when he turned to face Mo Xuejing.

Even the chain, which is the limitation of the mortal vessel, is excessively slack and seems to be taken off at any time.

Mo Xuejing noticed where he was looking and held the golden chain connected to his body. ”Are you staring at this? Unlike yours, it is incomparably loose, right? After all, nothing in this world is capable of restraining me.”

Only then did Su Jin know the difference between them, and Mo Xuejing is a lot different than he expected. It wasnʼt just the difference in age and experience, but existence itself.

Mo Xuejing said, ”Iʼm bored. How about this? Bring my children here for me and I will give you a reward. As for your opponent, let it be that little Eel. Little one, I will fulfill one of your wishes if you win a game of mine. My children cannot be harmed aside from that, you can do as you wish.”

He knows they would not refuse at all, but he does not really care whether they disagree with what he says. What is the benefit? It was something that the Heavenly Laws of this world could not give. It even tempted the Moray Eel God. Thus, at Mo Xuejingʼs signal, the two vanished in front of them right away, leaving just Mo Xuejing and Lu Ming.

Mo Xuejing burst out laughing as he saw the two acting so urgently. Their actions speak louder than words when it comes to what they want. He could not help but notice the look Lu Ming was casting at him. He produced a stone chair out of thin air with another wave of his hands and motioned for Lu Ming to sit down. He put the table he had previously removed in front of them.

The only things included in the water-filtering bubble were their tables and chairs.

Mo Xuejing said, ”Dry yourself and serve on your own.”

Lu Ming hesitated for a moment before serving himself a cup of coffee. There are tea, coffee, and juice on the table for them to choose from. Mo Xuejing is drinking his usual milk tea.

Lu Ming asked, ”Sir, are your words real?”

”About your previous worldʼs memories taken from you? Of course, theyʼre real. There is no need for me to lie,” Mo Xuejing responded.

Lu Ming asked, ”Is there a way for me to recover those memories?”

”Recovering it isnʼt hard, but... For you, it can be said that those memories are the ones you would love to forget. After all, the you before was the man who caused the most harm to your beloved. You can see but canʼt approach by your own will. You can touch but cannot touch as you wish. You love him but you are not allowed to show it.

You wanted to protect him but you caused him the most harm. That is the ʼyouʼ, that you had forgotten. So I ask you again? You still want to see it, that kind of you?” Mo Xuejing asked.

Lu Ming remained silent for a while. He was aware that he could not make a snap decision. What if, in their past incarnations, he was a cruel man who hurt Su Jin? Either he is garbage who does not require any forgiveness at all, or he is deserving of love in this life.

Mo Xuejing grinned. This main coupling intrigues him, he can not stop thinking. All that can be said about their former lives is tragedy. Given that they have defied the gods of their planet, an uncontrollable life is coming to an end, and that kind of conclusion is unavoidable. Already, they had the good fortune to avoid being obliterated.

Lu Ming, with a serious look and a determined gaze on his face, said to Mo Xuejing. ”Please help me with my memories. I want to know the truth.”

”Okay, I will help you with this once just because you are a relative of my husband,” Mo Xuejing said as he ripped off the chains around his soul that sealed his previous memories.

Lu Ming was gritting his teeth and trembling violently on the ground due to the excruciating pain of the procedure. His piercing screams echo around the room, while Mo Xuejing observes him with a casual look. Lu Ming was able to glimpse the ”him” of the past world Su Jin had always spoken of because of this anguish.

He saw himself treating Xiao Jin like a disposable person in this flashback. The ”him” in this world—someone who is always changeable—never made amends with his older brother. Ji Yoonjun, not Su Jin, was the chef for him in this timeline. It was the cuisine he could now eat properly after years of not being able to. His anorexia had been a long-term problem for him.

Ji Yoonjun made that bowl of fried rice, not the Su Jin in this world, who lied to him and said he cooked.

He keeps watching, seeing himself go hunting more often with Su Jin than Ji Yoonjun. Though the him of that universe simply saw Su Jin as a tool, Su Jin treated him with all of his heart, just like in our world. He did not really care, therefore, when Ji Yoonjun showed up and revealed that he had prepared that bowl of fried rice that evening.

After all, he had been able to consume Su Jinʼs food all this time.

Though, as Mo Xuejing informed him, he was powerless to resist destiny, he spoke out to accept Ji Yoonjun against his better judgment. In reality, he had intended to decline Ji Yoonjun. His eyes widened at the memory of him berating and apathetically disregarding Su Jin. He was stunned and filled with unexplained despair and rage.

When Su Jin was finally gone, he realized what kind of person he had lost when the skies ultimately removed him as the worldʼs evil.

He was never the love of Ji Yoonjun. He was doing everything in his power to defy heaven and fate, just like him, but he was failing. Su Jin and Ji Yoonjun are his sole family, so why would he hurt them if it was not his intention? The global narrative was adhered to.

They finally gain control over their bodies and souls when they ultimately kill Mo Xuejing, the worldʼs unseen villain, as the world plot ends.

He and the original Ji Yoonjun took advantage of this lack of restriction from the skies. To offer his brother a second chance at life, one decides to wipe out the entire planet and disappear. Even after facing the penalty from the gods, he made the decision to stay, blocking the heavens from preventing Su Jinʼs rebirth. His former strength was withdrawn, and his memories were sealed.

Thus, after the entire world was reset and every character was made from scratch for the new setting. He saw the world database and maintained his sanity. He deleted Ji Yoonjunʼs name under the role of the protagonist shou in his final moments. He put Su Jinʼs name in its place.

With a satisfied smile on his face, Lu Ming slowly closed his eyes. The last words he said before he entered reincarnation were, ”I will find you. This time stand by my side until the end. You are now my destined one, Xiao Jin.”

When all of his memories returned, Lu Ming opened himself to reality and said, The extremely beautiful man with silver eyes was looking at him with a cold gaze yet a playful smile on the corner of his lips. The Lu Ming of this current timeline and the Lu Ming of the previous world had merged the moment his sealed memories had return.

”Oh, youʼve woken up. Congratulations on taking back your memories,” Mo Xuejing said.