My Alleged Husband

Chapter 983: Chapter 876: Walk Your Own Path

”Daddy, actually I don’t mean anything else, I just hope I can walk my own path, do my own things, control my own life. You should know how difficult my life has been, how hard it has been for me to get to where I am today. Who has ever considered my feelings from my perspective? I’ve never imagined I’d end up in such an embarrassing situation. I just hope my mom and dad can live peacefully together. I don’t want any arguments between you. Every time I hear you argue, my head starts to spin.”

”Everyone has their own path to follow these years. My path is not less than anyone else’s. The effort I put in is not lesser than anyone’s. Time and time again, I’ve proven with my own life that every single thing I do is correct. I’ve proven, time and time again, that no matter when or where, I want to do the right thing. I never thought my life would be so unbearable. My only thought was to attain everything I truly want — that is the greatest happiness in this world. Yet, time and time again, the result has always been my parents’ distrust.”

”Mom looks like this now, I’m more anxious than anyone deep inside. She is my mother, after all. She carried me for ten months before giving birth to me. I know she’s the most magnificent mother because she gave me life, and I’ve never thought of abandoning my mom. I’ve always considered my mom to be the best mother in the world. Why can’t you, as a father, think from my perspective about how I can earn my mother’s approval? The love my mom gave me cannot be changed by mere words. Everything she did for me will forever be remembered in my heart. Regardless of what you might think of me deep inside, she is always the most important to me in my heart.”

”Now you come to me saying you want to walk your own path. Do you know how difficult life will be if someone chooses to walk their own path? Do you think I would willingly let my own son walk his path and live a life of hardship? Time and time again, I wish to control your life, hoping for nothing but happiness and joy for you. Why do you want to extinguish the last bit of hope I have as a father? Why don’t you want me to control your life? Are you afraid? I’m not like my father; I’m not like your grandfather. You know, your grandfather never interfered in my life because he had no power or qualifications to do so. But as your father now, I really hope I can have the opportunity and qualification to meddle in your life a bit. I hope we can live happily without any petty disagreements that turn into arguments, that’s what a harmonious family should be.”

”You have seen it firsthand. You’ve seen the family, time and time again, turning ugly because of these arguments. You’ve watched everything move with the times, yet we always remain stagnant here. Have you not recognized reality yet? Our path is different from others. Because we are a mighty family, we can’t live like ordinary people, walk the same paths, nor search for the life they need! ”

”Although I never looked down on any common people, that doesn’t mean I’m willing to live as one deep down. Water flows to a lower place, but people move towards heights. As long as one is human, who doesn’t wish for a rich and colorful life, who doesn’t desire a different life, and to receive the utmost care and love from others time and time again? How have you ever cared about my feelings? As I torment myself to the point of going insane time and time again, did you ever think about how tough it is for me?”

”My pain, my tears, my sorrow, my blood and tears shed on my path to today — only my grandpa knows it’s because he gave me the life I have now. He taught me the principles of being human and how to gradually achieve the greatest life, create legends, and make one’s world unchanging regardless of who comes or goes.”

”It was your great-grandfather who step by step turned me into who I am today. Everything I have was given by him. Back then, what your grandparents gave me was only hurt. They preferred to watch me suffer from others’ mockery rather than come forward to help me a bit.”

”Do you know how regretful I was the moment I found out the truth? Let them return home, they are my parents, that’s undeniable. But why did they have to treat me with such cruel facts? Why were they unwilling to let me return to them? Why did they abandon me time and time again, determined to destroy the family I cherished most?”

”You will never understand what it feels like to be abandoned by your own parents. Because your mom and I will never abandon you, we truly comprehend the feeling of being abandoned thus we can empathize with this mood even more.”

”Recently, with your mother’s illness, I’ll bring your grandparents back home. I’ll have them come back to care for your mother. During this time, I hope you spend time with them and don’t let your grandparents think you’ve grown, yet still don’t understand basic manners. I hope you do well, I trust you; you are my son, and you will surely do well.”

”Do not always turn your own pain into others’ pleasure. Do you understand? When we endure pain over and over again, others may not necessarily feel happy or joyous. They may also suffer and lead a painful life. At that moment, we should truly understand what the most painful life is. We should let everyone know that they should pay the corresponding price for their actions.”

”No one can escape the sanction of law or heaven’s eyes. As long as one does wrong, consequences are inevitable. Do not harbor a lucky mentality repeatedly. Also, don’t come to me again saying you want to walk your path. Your true path is to fulfill who you are properly. Don’t always think about going here and there, don’t think about partnering with others to start a company. If you truly have that ability, I’ll fund you.”