My Alleged Husband

Chapter 2015: Chapter 1809: A Happy Life

Happy times always slip away so inadvertently, many things are hard to obtain!

Now everyone is about to uncover that hidden mystery deep within their hearts, and has already unveiled that deep-seated mark in their hearts. But now I haven’t, and the outcome is that the one I’ve been waiting for has yet to awaken. This brings a bit of disappointment to everyone present. How I wish everyone could be here, and every person could return home and gather together, that is the kind of big family it should be. What does this count as now? Even though I know what kind of life I want, I still can’t keep her by my side no matter what. What kind of hurt is this for me?

A week later, Zhang Zhentian’s condition has gradually improved after a week of antibiotic treatment; this is something to be glad about and proud of for everyone.

Xia Jing is almost fully recovered now. The only thing he wants is cleanliness, for his husband to wake, and he feels complete. He has completely come to realize, thinking that rather than dwelling on past events, it’s better to cherish the present. He couldn’t let go of previous events time and again because he continually buried his heart forever. He doesn’t want to open up to anyone, because opening up always results in getting hurt.

But this time she truly plans to open her heart again.

She already owes her husband far too much. If this time she continues as before, never willing to open her heart, then what result could she bring to her husband by living in this world? Would it just be one hurt after another? He truly can’t bear to let his loved one suffer even a tiny bit more pain. Even if now she endures all pain, letting all sins befall her, it’s better than letting the one in her heart be hurt.

Now in Xia Jing’s heart, he doesn’t want anything but to see his family safe, to bring his husband back into his heart. He wishes over and over not to let others be hurt again. She doesn’t want her reasons to be the cause of unfair treatment for those she loves and who love her, nor of repeated fierce quarrels.

He was present during the arguments between his husband and father. He saw them shout heatedly time and again. His heart truly wasn’t happy, but he also wasn’t in a position to intervene!

He knows everything his husband does is for him. That’s why he feels uneasy. She doesn’t want such a life; she just wants her husband to be safe and happy. But ultimately, she still let him suffer such harm. It’s all her own doing, but if it were her lying inside now, how nice that would be, she wouldn’t have to endure the pain of longing here.

Now Xia Jing feels if time could truly restart, she would never choose such an ending, she would choose to stay firmly by her husband’s side, giving him the warmest heart. He only hopes her husband can be happy and joyful every day, without enduring blows from others, nor suffering undeserved harm.

”Do you all think I was wrong? Why does everything I do seem to be misunderstood by everyone? Is it really as easy as they imagine for me to get here step by step? No one has ever considered the torment deep in my heart. I hope I can also live happily, and not be like a hedgehog!

You are all my family. In my heart, you are very important. I hope to always have the company of my family by my side. That kind of company is the happiest over my lifetime. Nobody wants such an outcome. Do you know how much I desire for you to stay by my side forever? But that’s just my imagination, and no one can remain in this world indefinitely without disappearing!