My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1619: Chapter 1413: Crossing Over

Ran Zhihan really doesn’t know how to explain this to her husband now. Clearly, she has said everything so clearly, but why won’t he believe her in the end? Can she truly be happy in a marriage without trust? She’s always reflecting, but every time, she presses herself to make a decision, to stay with him for a lifetime, yet the final result has hurt her like this. How can his heart be balanced after loving someone so earnestly for so many years, only to be treated this way in the end?

Ran Zhihan doesn’t want to say anything and just turns to leave, but when her husband sees his wife turn to leave, his heart is immediately displeased. Is it that now she doesn’t even want to provide an explanation? Why is it so difficult to give an explanation? He only wants a convincing explanation, after all. Is it that, in her heart, he doesn’t even deserve an explanation?

”Where do you want to go? Stand right there and don’t move. The matter hasn’t been clarified, and do you want to sneak away again on your own? Don’t you think it’s unethical to do this? I’ve sacrificed so much for you, and yet you betrayed me and did these things. Do you really think I wouldn’t mind? Are you planning to just leave and neglect our biological son as well? Do you think this is what a mother should do?

Regardless of what has happened, you should at least give me a reasonable explanation, otherwise, I’ll just think you’re avoiding me, just unwilling to reveal the truth to me. Do you think we could still live a happy life together like this? I believe you wouldn’t want to live such a painful life; everyone’s inner pride is very strong. You have your pride, you have your principles, and I have my dignity as well, especially as a man.

Think about it, if you were a man, if you clearly knew your wife had relations with another man, yet had to pretend not to know, and act as if everything was normal with your wife, wouldn’t you feel disgusted?

Honestly, whenever I am intimate with you, as soon as I think about the intimate actions you had with another man, my heart aches so much. You’ve never cared about my feelings. You always thought that when I said I didn’t care, I truly didn’t care. But I’m not a Saint. All I wanted was a complete marriage, but you’ve completely disappointed me. I originally thought if I worked hard enough, as long as I could ensure you’re clothed and fed without any labor, it would be sufficient. But I never imagined that reality would slap me in the face. My own wife spent a day and night with another man, while I, as the husband, could only wait at home, only for my wife to return with not a single word of explanation. What would you think?

Zhihan, I’m not a wooden person; I can’t be like those ordinary men from humble families who know their wives have cheated yet pretend everything is normal to keep living with their wives. They have different motives, but I am different. I now have everything I want, and all of this was achieved through my own hard work. I have a clear conscience and took no shortcuts. I simply lived more diligently than others from a young age, and with my efforts, I’ve gained all I have now.

I believe everything I have is rightfully mine because I’ve worked so hard. Why shouldn’t I get everything I have now? And you, what have you contributed? Just living with me these years, you’ve already gained everything. You’ve effortlessly conquered the whole world, yet I’ve conquered the world but only conquered myself. But now, I won’t foolishly work for you like before. I’m no longer the person I was. I know the mistakes I made might seem trivial to you, but to me, they’re lifelong pains. Perhaps this pain will never let me hold my head high again. You willingly live your happy days while I bear all the pain and torment alone. My heart is truly struggling, and you’re indifferent. How can my heart be at peace? How can I be content with this situation?”

”Actually, I’ve never said anything else to you from beginning to end. I don’t want much. You want a stable marriage, and I’ve always wanted to live a stable life. Isn’t this best for both of us? I admit I did something wrong to you, but was it really intentional? I didn’t want anything like this to happen. It all just happened because of someone else’s plots. Why can’t you understand my inner thoughts?

You think I’ve been happy and blissful every day since it happened? Actually, you’re wrong. I’ve been in great pain each day. I never dared to imagine how I’ve gotten through each day. All I know is, everything is just a consequence of my own doing. There’s nothing I can do, and there’s no one else to blame.

I don’t want such things to happen, but the fact is in front of us; how can I recover from it all? All I want is your forgiveness, your sincere forgiveness so that I can stay with you and work for you, live with you for a lifetime. Yet you’re still entangled in this matter, unwilling to let it go, leaving me hanging. Don’t you know what I want?”

Zhang Yichen was silent. How could he not know what his wife truly wants? After all these years, he understands her very well; it’s not that he doesn’t know, but he doesn’t want to admit it was the truth. He doesn’t want to acknowledge that he’s been fixated on this matter for long. But his heart is truly suffering. Some things can’t just be let go like that. It’s a matter of dignity and the family’s honor. For the family’s sake, he has to suppress everything. But will this really not be exposed by someone with ulterior motives?

In the end, he could only choose to protect his wife!