My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1128: Chapter 978: Loved by Everyone

”Perhaps you think that your love back then was humble, but has anyone ever stood in our shoes, on our perspective, to think about how we traversed each path, how we step by step turned into what we are today, and how painful it is?

No one has ever only accepted others’ love without giving love themselves. That kind of life is not what you or I want.”

Zhang Yichen really doesn’t understand what is so good about his mother. Why does his father love her so completely, knowing full well that the person his wife loves isn’t himself? Yet she is still willing to sacrifice everything for this person. Why is it so? Even though he loves his wife, it’s not to this extent.

Zhang Zhentian doesn’t know what his son is thinking. He only knows that the only thing he can do now is to love his eggplant action wholeheartedly to move his wife, to let his wife know that in this world, he is the man who loves her the most. To understand everything can be changed, and being content with the status quo is not the best happiness.

”I really don’t understand, what is so good about my mother? Why do you love her so unconditionally? How has she treated you over the years? Do you really not know in your heart?

You have always been deceiving yourself, but you’ve managed to deceive yourself very successfully time and again. You’ve lived in self-deception for decades, do you think your life is worth it?

For her, you’re willing to give up everything, even your entire family, and for her, you abandoned the century-old reputation that Grandpa worked so hard to build, and even your own father’s century-old business.

In your eyes, besides her, what else is worth holding on to? What do you take your family members as with your actions?

In your eyes, is this family not worth a second glance now?

Do you now hurt them so casually? Hurting your own relatives, what benefit does it bring to you? In the end, it only pushes them farther and farther away. Those who love you are disappointed time and again because of your actions. They will eventually choose to give up on you. Your actions bring sadness to everyone who loves you. Why would they choose to continue wholeheartedly for you, time and again?

Have you ever thought about the consequences your actions might bring? You only know what kind of life you want, but do you know that the person you love in your heart doesn’t love you?”

”Kid, you don’t understand. Some things are not as simple as you imagine. I’ve been sleeping alongside him as a couple for decades. I know more about what kind of person he is than you do. You can’t make such a judgement based on her one-sided account.

I once thought, even if one day he doesn’t want to stay by my side and leaves for someone else’s arms, I can still happily bless her.

When she wants to return to me, I will still open my arms to welcome her because she is the person I love the most in my heart. I can abandon all my principles for her. It’s because I love her that I can give up all my dignity. That is true love for someone!

A person can give up all their principles, all their dignity, can give up everything they hold dear. If they don’t love this person, then why give up so much for them?”

Zhang Yichen thinks his father’s love is too humble. He is willing to give up even his life for his mother, but why, in his mother’s eyes, is all this just a mistake? Why doesn’t his mother want to love his father a little more?

I have grown so much, over the years, they never had to spend any money for me, nor worry about me, but why, in his mother’s eyes, is there still so much dissatisfaction?

Is the human heart really so unpredictable? For his so-called freedom, he abandoned me initially, and now for his so-called love, he has abandoned his entire family. Time and again, he has abandoned me. Does he really view me as his son?

The more Zhang Yichen thinks about it, the more upset he becomes. He simply cannot imagine what his mother truly thinks of him. All his life, the only things he has wanted were to stay by his parents’ side, but time and again, each ending has left him feeling too passive.

”Do you know that while you love him so much, he doesn’t love you? I’ve never seen anyone love someone like you do. Your love is too humble. In her eyes, she cannot feel whether you truly love her or not.

In his eyes, there’s only her love. Initially, for her so-called freedom, she abandoned me. Now, she wants to abandon our entire family for her love. In his eyes, everything we have is expendable, except that person, whom he cannot forget.

In her heart, everything is but a backdrop. She can disregard all of us, because in her eyes, we are not her kin!

I really don’t understand. When he has already acted so decisively, why do you still choose to love him so wholeheartedly? What reason makes you willing to risk everything for her, again and again, leaving us disregarded?

We are also human, we also have souls. We have been hurt time and again. Our hearts ache again and again, enduring the heart-wrenching pain you bring. For what? Just because you are my parents?

Does that mean you can unrestrainedly hurt the true heart I have towards you?

Once, twice, that’s enough, isn’t it? Why do you have to repeatedly test my patience with you? Is this really good for you? Do you really want to push me to the edge?”

Zhang Zhentian also knows when his love is too humble. Maybe it’s truly because his love is too humble, that his wife is unmoved, oblivious to his dedication, deaf to his every word. That’s what makes everything so awkward now. If not for this, if he were a bit more like a man, would all this not have happened, and would his wife’s view of him be different? So is all this really because he is too cowardly and incompetent?

”Whether I am humble or not, the heart with which I love him will never be humble. My love for him is strong, it’s firm, and it won’t change because of anything. I believe that one day, he will realize, because of my love for him, that I’m no longer that humble...”

”Humble love is the greatest taboo in love...”