My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1008: Chapter 892 Speak the Truth_2

”So, according to you, right now you want all of us to understand you, is that it? Then when all of us understand you, have you understood us? Didn’t everything we did pierce our hearts and cause us pain? We’ve come step by step to today, did it really go smoothly? We endured all the hardships ourselves, where were you back then, and now you want our forgiveness, but did you ever think about how abandoned we felt, how desperate, how painful?

Why do you always want others to bear the consequences after you realize your mistakes, why can you never understand the torment and pain inside a person’s heart, what is it you truly desire? What have you made of the sincerity from every family member, the result we most dread seeing over and over in this lifetime, what we want is just an ordinary life. An ordinary life may be too simple for you, but for us, it’s so difficult!

The fact that we’re living in such extreme pain today is all thanks to you, why do you remain stubborn, keep wanting all of us to bear the pain, and expect our forgiveness, does it mean in your heart we’re just clowns destined to endure the harm you continuously bring upon us? We are not Saints, and we owe you nothing. The abandonment and harm you caused us have dissipated the moment we forgave you, yet now you still seek our understanding, how is that possible? Why don’t you reflect on whether what you did is worthy of forgiveness from others?

Dad, you are my family, and no matter when or where, I should indeed consider things from your perspective, but have you ever thought about how much harm your actions have caused Grandpa? He’s your biological father, why do you still have not an ounce of remorse, you still believe every decision you’ve made is right? You still think every word you’ve said is correct and infallible?

If you truly feel sorry, sorry to every member of this family, facing such a situation, you should reveal all the truth rather than continuously concealing the fruits of your actions. Even if you could buy the whole world, could you deceive yourself? You are merely cheating yourself, and not everyone will forgive your mistakes. If you still refuse to reveal the truth now, then you can only wait for the people to loathe you, my family won’t forgive you again and again. I no longer owe you anything, in fact, we won’t calculate the debt you owe us anymore because you are my family, I still choose to forgive you. I can’t continue letting family members suffer again and again, but I have no way to prevent you from continuously choosing to hurt the family. This hurt is inherent, not a single person will change because of what you did. I just hope you seriously think about your actions and what they’re truly for.”

Zhang Ni couldn’t stand it anymore. He never thought his grandfather would be such an irresponsible man, always trying to push his mistakes onto others. Should others be blamed for their whole lives, should I bear the burden for him? Why is he still like this? Isn’t living like this exhausting? Watching his father living anxiously, his heart ached. That was his dad, who used to appear so bright and sunny but now lives in such pain. His mother is still lying in the hospital, while his father bears such harm—what did his grandfather and grandmother do? Have they ever considered from their standpoint the harm their family endured?

”Grandpa, as a junior, I shouldn’t be here today saying these things, but after hearing what you’ve said, I couldn’t hold back. I don’t understand what kind of mentality would make you think this way, why you would say such harsh and heartless words to your son. You repeatedly let your family be hurt; have you ever thought about how difficult it is for us? I don’t understand why you’ve become such an irresponsible person. I dreamed of my grandfather being a responsible man, my grandparents living calmly, honestly with everyone. But your current attitude makes me doubt my past dreams. I’m afraid now, I’m no longer hopeful for you, and I won’t believe in you anymore. Trusting you might mean hurting my family. In these circumstances, I choose to protect my family rather than let them be hurt!”