My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1002: Chapter 890 Lie (4)_5

I watch you live so painfully, and to be honest, I can’t bear it. Even though you’ve lectured me over and over, you are undoubtedly my father. I still hope you can be happy. As a son, as a junior, this is all I can do for you. Maybe you think I’m making trouble for no reason, maybe you think I don’t care about you at all. Do you understand? I know that all of this is just hoping for you to be happy, to not let yourself suffer unbearably because of these things again and again. You must be more aware of the difficulty of your life than anyone. So why do you have to hide all the hurt and pain deep in your heart?

Think about what you have really gained from all of this. You’ve taken all the pain upon yourself, but in the end, you gain nothing. What you have instead is another betrayal from your parents!

Sometimes, when I see your mom and dad betray you, it hurts me deeply inside. Even though the one who betrayed you isn’t me, they are my father. I see you hold onto hope with them over and over, only to be hurt to despair once more. Do you know how painful that feeling is? I can understand that letdown. When I repeatedly fail to obtain what I love, but still hold onto hope, and in the end, it turns to despair, that sense of disparity can completely break a person inside, but you have never broken. You’ve trained your heart to be very strong. All of this is given to you by them. They made your heart this strong because they know there will never be a moment of forgiveness in your heart. They completely understand what they’ve done wrong, but those wounds have no way to be undone. There is no reason, and no one is willing to forgive them for that.

Grandfather, you can see how hard my father has had it these past few years, so why are you unwilling to consider things from his perspective? What’s the point of the life he’s been living all these years? Time and again, he walks to the brink of despair, time and again, he pushes away what he loves the most to others. Is it that he feels no turmoil inside? He had no choice. When he agreed to allow you all back into the house, do you know how much courage he summoned? She had hurt his parents, yet she could forgive you and let you back into this home, only because he truly yearned for your love. But did you come back to show him love? No, you only hurt him more. You only give him pain; you don’t know how to love others. How can people like you get what you want, using any means necessary, stopping at nothing until you reach your goals? This is some characteristics of how you handle things. But you have forgotten that your family needs companionship the most, needs you to give them everything you think is best, which is genuine love, not hurt. You can’t provide the love they need, you can’t offer the care they want. All you can give is hurt. Hurt is ultimately just hurt. A lie is still a lie. To this day, you still refuse to admit that every word you once said was a lie. It only shows that you are still avoiding, you’re afraid, you’re scared the whole world will abandon you. You still avoid every mistake you’ve ever made. In your eyes, you have no idea why the mistakes you made turned out that way. You have really become numb, no longer that kind and amiable person you once were. When I first saw that man, I thought you should be easygoing people, but now I find that’s completely not the case. Your actions are completely opposite of what I imagined. I don’t know if my imagination was too beautiful, or your actions are too extreme, too difficult for me to understand, to agree with!