My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1005: Chapter 890 Lies (4)_8

Although we are under pressure, you can all see how happy and relaxed he is. I don’t want anything to affect any part of my mother’s life before her recovery. I just hope my mother can be safe and sound now, no matter if he can wake up in the future, no matter if he can live normally like before, but for me, at least now he is at ease, he is the happiest, without any worries.

I don’t blame anyone, I only blame myself. As a son, I am too unqualified. I have hurt my mother again and again without being aware of it. Although I knew that all those around my mother were harmful, I could only keep silent. I had to treat them with a forced smile repeatedly. I find myself truly remarkable. Sometimes, when I think about it, I don’t even understand how I managed it. I kept forcing myself to do things I least wanted to do. At that time, deep in my heart, there was really no reluctance, no memory. I thought everything I did was right, but I forgot that it wasn’t what my mother wanted. Perhaps it fulfilled your wishes, but my mother was ruthlessly abandoned by me. I never thought about my mother’s thoughts. In the end, all lies will be exposed by me. Lies will always be lies. I can’t let lies continue to exist. In this kind of life, I can’t let lies hurt my mother repeatedly, causing her to suffer unnecessarily from heavy blows and harm.

Think about how many people you have hurt with these lies. How many people are living in pain, unable to extricate themselves, just because of your lies? You have never reviewed whether your actions are right or wrong. You always blame others for your mistakes, making them your scapegoats.

I think it’s time to put an end to all the lies. If such lies continue to exist in this manner, I think they will only continue to hurt everyone at home. I don’t want anyone in the family to get hurt, especially my mother. She has already borne all the blows and harm for the mistakes you have made. If you continue this way, I simply can’t imagine how ruthless you must be, how cold-hearted you must be, to let a woman bear such harm time and time again.”

”Child, I have never thought about avoiding responsibility. Actually, I really have no way to deal with these lies now, nor do I have any means to clarify all these lies. Can you try to trust Grandpa, to believe that he truly wants to live sincerely in this family, to sincerely give you love, and to protect you, rather than to hurt you again and again?

I know that now everything Grandpa says is simply useless. The harm caused is unavoidable. I have no way to fathom how much pain such harm has brought you. But do you know? Every time we strive to do what we want most in this lifetime, we end up hurting ourselves deeply. We do not understand how to return everything to the state we desire most. I will strive to take responsibility for all the consequences of my mistakes in the past, no matter what the consequences are, no matter what price I have to pay. But lies, they aren’t always lies; there is truth behind them too. Sometimes, lies are kind lies. Are kind lies also deceit, are they also harm?”

Zhang Ni is almost warped by Zhang Zhentian’s thoughts. He doesn’t understand what kind of lies are not considered lies. He only knows his grandfather is evading responsibility entirely now. Lies are ultimately lies, yet why does he still confuse kind and malicious lies? The essence of lies will never change, even if they are kind lies, they are still lies.

”Grandpa, every word you said today has simply shattered my worldview, my view on life, and my values, you know? Lies are ultimately lies; regardless of whether they are kind or malicious, their essence is still falsehood. Once you tell a lie, it remains a lie forever. Flattery will only bring harm to others. Don’t you realize that everything you do is because of your lies? You consider the lies you promised as kind lies, deceiving others. But in others’ eyes, they’re unaware it’s a lie, they take it seriously. Because they treat your lies as truth, they suffer the most severe blows and harms. Why do you still choose to evade responsibility and refuse to face reality? When will your eyes truly see reality...”