My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1003: Chapter 890 Lies (4)_6

You can do everything, no matter what the reason is, no matter for whom, when you make these choices, it already proves they are wrong. I don’t know how to communicate with you to explain all this but do you know? You are my grandpa, and there are things I must make clear to you. I don’t want my family to be hurt as well—look at my father now; is he living happily, joyfully?

The happiness you recognize is completely different from what we consider as happiness. Those things are against our wishes, yet do you really bear to let that kind of opposite happiness or the happiness defined by your deepest thoughts hurt us, making us endure the pain again and again, and we must still gratefully thank you for bringing this injury back to our family?

I’m sure you know how much effort my father has put in over the years. Actually, I believe you’ve seen many things, but chose to say nothing because you don’t know what to say. When you see your son living better but also more exhaustively than you, at that moment do you feel proud or guilty? If you feel guilty, that shows you have some conscience left, hoping your son can live slightly happier. But if you feel joy and happiness, then it proves there’s no place for your son deep in your heart.”

”Enough! Who told you to say these senseless words? And who taught you these rebellious ideas? Haven’t you learned anything all these years? Don’t you know, as a man inside, that you must respect and cherish your elders? Think about how you’re speaking to your elders—is this really how a son should behave? Have you really done justice to the education I, as a father, have repeatedly given you?

Regardless of whether you said these things to help me or for some other purpose, you must immediately apologize to your grandpa. As a junior, saying things like that is uncalled for, you have no reason or qualification to speak those words to your grandpa. He just wants us to be good, even if he used the wrong methods and caused us harm, his intentions haven’t changed. Shouldn’t you consider things from your grandpa’s perspective, ask why he’s doing all this? You’re always thinking everything you do is right, and that others can’t do what you do. How is your mindset now different from your grandpa’s? He thought the same way, but did he end up with a good result? Didn’t he end up realizing he was wrong, and want to change his path, only to become numb and indifferent just like before? Do you wish to become like your grandpa, judging things indiscriminately by right or wrong?

No matter what you want to say now, you must immediately and sincerely apologize to your grandpa. Whether your apology is genuine or insincere, you must apologize, otherwise, you’re not my son. I won’t have a son who speaks to elders so rudely. My son can only be more outstanding, certainly not a common rogue or hooligan!”

”No matter what, I definitely will not apologize, because I did nothing wrong. I’m doing this for you; can’t you see my good intention from my perspective? Wasn’t everything I did for you? Wasn’t it all for you?

Dad, no matter if you appreciate what I did today or blame me, no matter if you genuinely want to or if you want to be with me, it doesn’t matter to me. All I want is for you to understand that everything I did was just for the family to live peacefully and healthily. Think about all the storms and hardships faced in this home. When has this family ever been as calm as now? Life now may be calm, but my mother paid the price. She may not be able to live as clearly as before. Does it not hurt me? All of this has resulted from the lies my grandparents told again and again. Why do you still cover for him now? Does this mean my mom and I are nothing to him? Are we just dolls for you to accompany in loneliness? Shouldn’t you think about how my mom feels, how much pain and difficulty she endures now? You think everything I do is wrong, then give me a reason, tell me how to do things correctly to satisfy your wishes, your notions, so you won’t feel sad and hurt. Can you tell me?