My Alleged Husband

Chapter 2222: Chapter 2055: Always

You have never truly understood what my heart really desires. Do not impose on others what you yourself do not want. If you don’t even want it yourself, why force it upon me?

Chen Gang is about to leave the country for abroad. He feels he must say goodbye to the girl he loves most before departing. His presence has caused the greatest trouble in her marriage, causing them to endure countless hardships and challenges. Regardless of whether he is qualified to give his beloved girl a hug, he shouldn’t ruin her relationship. Her happiness was hard-earned. He believes in how much his girl has sacrificed for her happiness, and he cannot let all of that go to waste.

Yet, as he wants to bid farewell to the woman he loves most with a smile, he is still struggling inside. Right in front of him is the woman he loves most in his life, but he can only wave goodbye. He may never meet her again in this lifetime, and as a man, how could he possibly be content with that?

When Ran Zhihan received the phone call from Chen Gang, she hesitated for a moment, but eventually decided to answer.

”Zhihan, I’m about to leave here and go abroad. I don’t know if you have time to meet me one last time. Rest assured, I won’t do anything you don’t want me to this time. But I hope you can see me once more. I don’t care if you bring your husband along. I don’t mind; I just want to see you one last time. Perhaps after this, we’ll never have another chance to meet in this lifetime. Please grant me this last wish and don’t refuse me. I’ll be waiting for you at the café. We must meet!”

Before he could say anything else, the phone was already hung up. He knew that this time he had no choice but to walk this road alone, without letting anyone else make the final decision for him. How he would ultimately decide, the choice was his to make. He couldn’t keep making others sad because of him, could he?

An hour later, the two of them met at the café. When Chen Gang saw his beloved girl enter the café, he finally let go of everything in his heart. He used his most beautiful smile to express all the love in his heart.

Even though his heart was unwilling, it was impossible to escape the arrangement of fate. She ultimately had only one path to follow, and no one could change the decision she made.

”Zhihan, I’m really happy and grateful that you came out to see me one last time today. I’m sorry, I also want to apologize to you once again. It was my presence that disrupted your once peaceful and stable life, and I made everything so awkward for you. I hope you can forgive me, and let us lead a happy life. You know, nobody in this world is perfect, but I genuinely, genuinely hope you could stay by my side forever. But I can’t do that, because you have your life, and I have my path. We were never meant to walk the same road!

Thank you for not holding a grudge against the hurt I caused you. Because of me, you and your husband quarreled for so long. But I’m still very grateful to you because you made me understand that no matter what kind of decision I ultimately make, it may not be the best outcome for anyone, but it’s not necessarily the worst either. At the very least, I have no regrets about the path I chose!”

”Chen Gang, you really don’t need to make such a sacrifice for a woman like me who isn’t worth it. Do you know how much I long for you to have a stable and peaceful life? I’ve never had many extravagant desires in this life, but I truly hope that the person I love the most can have the happiest life!

The love I initially had for you is gone. We never had any feelings from the beginning, so how could we be together? Maybe you sincerely love me, but I can’t split my heart in two, one part with my husband and the other hidden away for you. I can’t do it!

You shouldn’t apologize to me; I should apologize to you. I’m sorry for everything you’ve done over the years because of me. I’m sorry for making you wait all those years, and in the end, I could only let you down, discarding all the love and expectations you had for me. Your care doesn’t make me hate you, but instead, I love you even more deeply. How could my heart bear the weight of your profound love for me? There’s no right or wrong between us, and what we deserve most is a happy life for both of us, isn’t it?

Chen Gang, I sincerely apologize on behalf of my husband for what he did to you. He didn’t know the true nature of our relationship, so he got furious. Because of me, he caused you harm, and I hope you can forgive him from the bottom of your heart, not because of me deciding to overlook it!

If you leave here, then I hope you can find your most beautiful princess in life. I hope you both can stay together forever, and don’t let my presence disrupt the happiness that should belong to you. You should also forget about me; learning to let go will make it less painful. Life has too many disappointments, but if you keep dwelling on them, how can you ever be happy? Don’t see everything as dark; no one can prevent these things from happening!”

”Zhihan, thank you. I truly appreciate your honesty with me. I never expected that we would end up this way. I long for us to stay together, but ultimately, human plans can’t match the will of the heavens. I tried so hard to be with you, climbing and striving, just to have the person I loved most. In the end, heaven still disappointed me, but I hope you can live a peaceful life and not let my presence disrupt your future happiness.

Rest assured, after I leave, I will live well, but you must take care of yourself. You must live well, because who knows, there might be a moment of reunion yet to come!”

”I hope that before you get married, you won’t disturb me again. I understand all your care and love, but I can’t answer all your questions, so please forgive me. It’s better if we keep some distance between us!”

None of this resembles the image I had in mind anymore. Every day it transforms into what I once wanted, silently fading away without a trace.