My Alleged Husband

Chapter 814: Chapter 769: Lesson_3

Once during our passionate love, do you not understand the kind of feeling you gave me? Do you still not understand what I want now? Time and again, over and over, do you think my heart really can’t be broken? You can’t hear the sound of a heart breaking, but I can feel it myself; the moment my heart shattered because of you proved that I could only live by your hands for the rest of my life.

If I really can’t let go of you completely, then even if one day I really wake up and you’re not by my side, what meaning would there be left? I’d rather sleep in my own dreams forever, never to wake up, all I want is you, only you I love you, do you finally understand how much I love you? I love you! I love you! I love you!

My love for you has never changed over the years, although maybe deep inside you, I no longer hold a place, but I am still willing to be with you, because every day with you, even if your eyes don’t show it, my heart doesn’t either, but I am still happy. Just seeing you stay by my side is happiness to me, maybe you think I’m silly and naive. Clearly, a person is not worth this, but why do I still do this?

”Can you please stop talking, what’s the point of saying these now? I know you love me very much, you love me so much that you would go to any lengths, exhausting all means for me, you could be ruthless, but you’ve never really steeled your heart against me, because deep inside all you ever wanted was me, all you wanted was for me to stay by your side and give you a happy family, for you to have a wife’s wholehearted love like any other man, but do you know? From the moment symptoms showed, I couldn’t do that anymore, but now I can tell you clearly, I really can do this because in my heart, there’s never been anyone else but you.

I think we should both remember the lesson from this time, shouldn’t we? Why always wait until we’ve lost something before choosing to regret? Can regret after every loss really bring back everything? Can it really return things to how they were, as if nothing happened? In reality, it’s just impossible, deep down we both know, but we just don’t want to acknowledge it!

”My dear wife, don’t worry. No matter what, I’ll definitely remember the lesson this time. If it weren’t for this lesson, how could I possibly know how much I love you, whether deep down you consider me as your husband? I’m truly grateful, although this time I’ve undergone immense hardship, my heart is sweet, because you’ve been by my side day and night, caring for me, disregarding your own safety to stay here with me. That alone makes me feel very blessed!”

The happiness I desire is actually very simple, everyone lives selfishly at some point in their lives, but right now the most selfish time for me is to make sure you stay by my side. Maybe you think that’s very selfish, but I’ve never wanted to fuss over who’s right and who’s wrong.

In my eyes, as long as we can live happily and blessed, that is the perfect life.

This time has truly been a bloody lesson, if I had woken up even a little later, perhaps I would never see you all again, but in the end, I overcame my own nightmare. I chose to wake up, chose to face the cruel reality after waking with the last bit of courage I had. I don’t know if after waking up, you would agree to be with me, if you’d really stay by my side, but as long as I wake up, there’s still hope. If I hadn’t woken up, then I’d have no hope at all. I don’t want it to end between us without any hope.”

Perhaps only the two of them truly understand deep down what this calamity has brought them.

Each of them found what they most desired in their hearts, having obtained the person they loved most is indeed the happiest thing in the world for someone, they have never considered what each other truly wanted, always hurting each other. But in the end, aren’t they just hurting themselves? It’s still their own hearts that ache, isn’t it? Why choose to harm oneself while harming others, is that really the wisest choice? However, it is not so!

Ever since Zhang Zhentian woke up, Old Master Zhang’s illness also gradually got better.

Indeed, his son had recovered his health, his daughter-in-law was reconciled with his son, and the family was about to return to its original state. As an old man who had longed for this moment of happiness, how could his heart not be excited and happy? Everyone’s desired life is indeed very mediocre, no one has ever thought about how perfect they want their lives to be, but if you live your happiest moment over and over again, then one’s life truly wasn’t wasted in this world.

This time, after seeing this, Zhang Yichen understood on his parents’ behalf, if you really can’t bear it, then why provoke someone else? If you’ve decided on a path, then you should walk it well, choosing to love the person beside you, and you must love to the end no matter what. If truly, because of some unfavorable circumstances, you choose to give up, then even if two people are truly together, what meaning would there be? In the end, it would only lead to both harboring their own thoughts and ultimately each getting hurt, the person always hurt is the one you love most, because those who don’t love you can never hurt you, and those who love you will be deeply hurt by your actions over and over again. That pain, no one wishes to experience multiple times in their life, only by choosing again and again, following your own path, loving the people you love, loving those who love you, can your life truly be perfect, never regretting any of your decisions, and in the end realizing that it was all your own fault.