When She Stops Being Dramatic

Chapter 231: Chapter 96: The Top Star of the 1960s Cultural Troupe (35)

Breakfast consisted of hand-pulled noodles. Xia Zhaoyun dictated the recipe while He Qingran did the actual pulling. Although the noodles were uneven in thickness, they still had the satisfyingly smooth texture of fresh, handmade noodles.

Each bowl was topped with a spoonful of crushed peanuts, a spoonful of Xia Zhaoyun’s homemade, mildly spicy soybean paste, stir-fried shreds of cucumber, potato, and carrot, and a fried egg. The meal was nutritious, texturally complex, and refreshingly savory and spicy.

He Qingran jotted down the recipe as she cooked. Tasting the fragrant breakfast she had made herself, she was practically moved to tears by her own accomplishment.

”Yunyun, how do you make this soybean paste? It’s so delicious!”

As they would say in a later era, the paste was the very soul of the dish.

Xia Zhaoyun gestured with her chin for He Qingran to grab a pen and paper, then dictated the steps. She even provided variations for a spicy version and a savory one.

He Qingran wrote everything down, then read it all back. ”Is that right? Anything else I should watch out for?”

”That’s it,” Xia Zhaoyun said with a smile. ”The steps are a little complex, so I think after you announce it on the broadcast, you should also write out a few copies by hand and post them on the bulletin board.”

He Qingran nodded eagerly. ”Yes, good idea. I’ll get yesterday’s recipe organized too. When I have some free time today, I’ll head over to the factory newspaper office. I’ll see if I can get the recipes I’m compiling each day into the factory’s weekly journal so more people can see them.”

”I’m sure they’d be happy to have it. The newspaper office is just like our broadcasting room—we have daily or weekly quotas to fill. It’s hard to stand out when everything is so monotonous, so we’re easily forgotten. And if the leadership does happen to think of us, it’s usually to criticize us for a lack of initiative.”

”With content this helpful to everyone, I guarantee they’ll be fighting over it!”

”But Yunyun, how did you get so good at cooking?”

As soon as she asked, He Qingran regretted it.

’Most people who can’t cook are treasured darlings, coddled by their families—with the exception of an oddball like me, who was spoiled rotten by my mother. But Yunyun... she was drilled in every possible task by her adoptive parents from a young age, turning her into a poor, perfect little thing.’

Xia Zhaoyun smiled, her lips pursed. ”Because the family didn’t like eating at the canteen, the matriarch of the Song Family gathered all sorts of recipes. She even sent me to study for a summer with a relative who was a chef—one whose ancestors had been Imperial Chefs.”

”Of course, he wasn’t going to pass on his secret techniques to me, but at least he let me help out and learn from the sidelines. How much I picked up depended on my own aptitude, diligence, and ability to read the room.”

”Honestly, I think it was a great opportunity. The skills I learned are my own, something that will benefit me my whole life. It wasn’t some terrible ordeal I can’t accept.”

”It’s like you—what’s motivating you to learn to cook? Isn’t it the desire to make delicious food for the people you love? That kind of satisfaction and sense of accomplishment can shatter a lot of painful memories.”

He Qingran propped her chin on her hand, gazing at her. ”Yunyun, you look as soft and fragile as a dodder vine, like you need to cling to someone else to survive. But you’re not like that at all. You’re so strong on the inside it’s heartbreaking.”

”If I were in your shoes, getting beaten black and blue that often, I would’ve grabbed a knife long ago...”

Seeing the two kids staring at her with wide eyes, she stopped talking. She stuck out her tongue, turned to block their line of sight, and drew a finger across her throat. In a tiny whisper, she added, ”I’d have made sure to take a few of them down with me!”

Xia Zhaoyun pursed her lips in a smile. ”I’m not as strong as you think. I just feel that life is like tea—it can be bitter, and it can be plain, but it can also be sweet, complex, and joyful.”

”After everything I’ve been through, now that life is getting better and better, I have all the more reason to stay positive and look ahead!”

”If I don’t even cherish my own life, who else will care?”

He Qingran nodded vigorously. ”You’re right. Life will keep getting better. We just have to keep trying.”

’Before, my life was a muddle; I just drifted along. But now I have a clear goal: get a transfer to the city center, take my brother with me, and leave this whole miserable nest for good.’

The light at the end of the tunnel seemed to be drawing nearer, and she was filled with motivation.

After dropping off the kids, Xia Zhaoyun waved goodbye to He Qingran and headed to the practice room.

She arrived rather early, thinking she could play through yesterday’s piece a couple more times to get the feel of it. ’It would be even better,’ she mused, ’if I added some fitting lyrics.’

’There were a few girls in this group with excellent singing voices. When the time comes, I can just have them pre-record it onto a cassette tape.’

When she arrived, the girls from Group Three were already doing their stretches, more motivated than ever. Seeing her, they all broke into radiant smiles and called out cheerful greetings.

Several of the girls had already changed into the outfits they borrowed the day before. One explained shyly, ”Teacher Xia, I thought wearing this would make it easier to get into character.”