My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1782: Chapter 1576: Smile?

Feeling that living happily is also a mistake; not everyone can understand why you are so happy, nor can anyone understand why you can become so gentle.

”Child, you must understand that although the world is so vast, and you can go to many places, do you feel there is a place in the world for you to belong?

Sometimes being willful comes at a painful price. No one should let you go unchecked again and again, yet she pardoned you repeatedly without obligation, and you always took it for granted without caring about others’ feelings; this is impossible.

Everyone has their way of living.

Your way of life, grandpa really disapproves of because you are wagering your child’s happiness. Can you really be so heartless? Seeing your five-year-old child, who is about to have their sixth birthday, and you as a mother choose to part with his father, choose to let him become a single-parent child, how should his inner thoughts process all this?

I have no qualification to judge if what you’re doing is selfish or whatnot, I just know that once you’ve made such a decision, there’s absolutely no chance for regret in this lifetime. Not everything in the world allows for regret; you should understand that once you make a decision, no one else will explain whether it was right or wrong. You are an adult now, you should bear the consequences of your actions. If you choose this path, then if, once grown, your child learns the truth about why their mother became this way, do you think they wouldn’t choose to resent you?”

Ran Zhihan fell silent; to be honest, he had heard every word Old Master Zhang said, he just didn’t know how to express his inner thoughts. If his own child chooses to hate him as the parent, how painful it would be inside, how should he face it all, but when it comes to speaking, he feels powerless. Many things can’t be changed with just a few simple words.

No woman wishes her marriage to become fractured and unbearable, they all just hope for a happy marriage life, but heaven never grants everyone the spotlight according to their plan, it only brings life’s splendor through repeated tribulations.

At this moment, his heart is truly in despair, knowing what kind of cruel results his actions will bring to his child.

He couldn’t bear doing it; after all, it’s his own flesh and blood. How could a mother bear letting her child endure such great pain? Many things have been wandering in his heart, he doesn’t understand what path to choose, he only knows that not every decision he makes is correct, yet he so desires, that if someday he truly makes such a decision, and his child chooses to resent him, how should he face his child then, all these results are due to his willfulness, will his child ever understand the emotions of a mother?

”Grandpa, I really don’t know what to do. Everything I have done is truly just to hope for this family to live in harmony, I never thought that one day my actions would make this family so hard to be peaceful, I don’t want such things to continue, I only hope that one day my child can proudly say I am a good mother, feeling proud because of having me as a mother.

You are right, I shouldn’t gamble with my child’s happiness, my child is the treasure of my heart, I have painstakingly nurtured him for so many years, I gave birth to him after ten months, how much I care for him, no one can know, but I just hope he can grow up happily, not allowing anything to affect his development, that would be enough for me as a mother!

I also understand that many things cannot be avoided at all; avoiding and avoiding, in the end, one still has to choose to face them, it saves a lot of trouble. I know everyone’s inner thoughts are different, just like my thoughts now, I just want my child to live happily, without any other desires, I never thought I’d have to continue living joyfully now, I just want my son to be able to regard me as his lifelong pride, and that would be enough.”

”Actually, you should have really come to understand by now that in the end, there is nowhere to hide; the world is vast, yet you can never escape his grasp. The entire world’s economy is in his hands, do you think you have any way to escape his pursuit? Since there’s no way, then don’t make pointless struggles; this will only stretch the bond between you two even further. Leave a way out for each other, don’t corner each other, otherwise, in the end, the ones truly getting hurt will be the most kind-hearted ones!”

”For the sake of your child, indeed a mother should courageously bear any cost, not fearing the blame and pain borne for her son, but I hope you can continue to lead a brave life! You are the granddaughter-in-law I have high hopes for; how could I bear to watch you and my dear grandson reach today’s point? I am not someone who can’t see right from wrong, on the contrary, this old fool has seen all rights and wrongs in this world, I don’t care who started these trivial matters, what I care about is whether this family can ultimately be safe and whether they can live their lives, always united and mutually respectful, without endless conflicts over these things!”

”Grandpa, you’re absolutely right, the world is so vast, where can I take my son? I just didn’t expect it, didn’t expect that in such a big world, there still wouldn’t be a place for my son and me. All the economy in this world is in his control, no one dares to take me in, nor can anyone dare confront him, gradually I have come to understand, many things shouldn’t be forced, what’s yours in the end will always be yours, if it’s not yours, even with extravagant pursuits, there will be no outcome. Why not let go, to allow oneself to be happy, and let those we once loved remain forever smiling, wouldn’t that be more important than anything?”

When I used to smile, they thought I was too foolish and naïve, but after I lost the smile, they thought I had changed, yet they forgot the reason I lost my smile in the first place.