My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1183: Chapter 1028: The Unexpected (Part 12)

”I admit, sometimes I do feel that Zhentian doesn’t trust me enough, and I also feel that he doesn’t understand me well enough, not knowing what I truly want,” Xia Jing said to Luo Haoran.

”I want to ask you, you say your boyfriend doesn’t understand you, but do you understand him? Do you know what he wants the most? Trust is built up bit by bit; it’s not something you have entirely at the beginning. Understanding requires you to delve into his heart to know whether he really loves you or not.” Luo Haoran said to Xia Jing, ”If you don’t mind, let me tell you a story.”

”Of course, go ahead.”

”Actually, I also have a girlfriend, and I’ve argued with her too. The relationship between me and her is just like the one between you and your boyfriend. In our relationship, I played your role, and she played your boyfriend’s role. You know, what happened between me and my girlfriend is just like your situation. I initially thought my girlfriend would give up everything for me, but in the end, I found that I was the only fool still standing in place.”

Xia Jing listened to Luo Haoran narrating his own story, and she couldn’t help but ask, ”What is your girlfriend’s name? She must have been very beautiful, right?”

Luo Haoran looked up at the sky, holding back tears, and said to Xia Jing, ”Her name was Xiao Lian, and she’s no longer around.”

Xia Jing apologetically said, ”I’m sorry, Haoran, I didn’t know.”

”It’s okay, Xia Jing. Do you know that you are much luckier than I am? Your boyfriend is at least willing to give up his life for you. Originally, I thought Xiao Lian wouldn’t care about my life or death, but unexpectedly, she got in a car accident while saving me and never woke up again. When she died, she was still tightly holding onto the engagement ring I gave her. Xiao Lian has been gone for five years, and despite this, I still love her because I believe she loved me too. She just didn’t get the chance to say it. Having someone who truly loves you is really not easy, Xia Jing. Sometimes, don’t be too strong-headed because your strong nature might hurt the one who deeply loves you. Sometimes choosing to forgive is much better than being in endless pain.”

By the time Luo Haoran finished speaking, his face was covered in tears. Xia Jing saw Luo Haoran’s heart-wrenching expression and thought to herself, ”Have I really done something wrong? What if Zhentian leaves me too—what would I do then?”

Luo Haoran knew that Xia Jing had taken his words to heart. He said to her, ”Don’t always think it’s someone else’s fault. Sometimes you should also see if you yourself have done something wrong. It’s getting late; you should go back soon!”

Knowing Luo Haoran’s words were sincere, Xia Jing said to him, ”Haoran, thank you. I know what I need to do now. Zhentian has sacrificed so much for me, now it’s my turn to sacrifice for him. I’ll return home soon to find him and tell him loudly how much I love him.”

Luo Haoran felt very happy hearing Xia Jing say this, ”That’s the spirit. Don’t be like me; I might appear to have endless glory on the outside, but how many people actually know my suffering, my fatigue, my pain? Talking with you today has made my heart feel much better, and I hope you can consider me a confidant.”

Luo Haoran gave a gentle smile to Xia Jing. Xia Jing replied, ”Having a confidant like you makes me very happy. Thank you so much for today. Thank you for helping me quickly realize what I should do about me and Zhentian. Having a friend like you is really worthwhile.”

”If you ever have any troubles, you can talk to me. Here’s my business card.” Luo Haoran handed Xia Jing his business card, and she took a look and placed it in her bag.

”Alright, see you next time.” Xia Jing smiled at Luo Haoran and turned to leave.

”See you next time!”

After listening to Luo Haoran, Xia Jing resolved a lot of her misunderstandings about Zhang Zhentian. When she returned to her place, she booked a flight ticket back home. She was going to return to find Zhang Zhentian.

”Child, did you ever think that when your mother decided to return home to look for your father, it was because I listened to someone’s advice? At that moment, deep down, I was actually very happy because I could return to your father’s side. No matter what he said or did to me before, I didn’t care or mind. Just being able to stay by his side was a kind of happiness for me. Even if he once hurt me, what does that matter? I will always be the woman he loves most in this lifetime.