THE VILLAIN'S POV

Chapter 2: Between two worlds (2)

-Frey starlight POV -

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I opened my eyes slowly. A sharp screeching sound rang beside my ear, as if Iʼd awoken from a years-long coma.

What entered my field of vision was that absurdly over-lit ceiling. As for me—I was lying on that stadium-sized bed…

This was the second time Iʼd opened my eyes to the same scene. Frankly… I didnʼt want a third.

It took mere seconds to process the situation again, and I couldnʼt stifle a groan of anguish.

”Have I been reincarnated into my own novel?”

Impossible… This ”crossing into another world” nonsense only happens in those stupid novels… I must be dreaming.

After stealing another glance at the colossal room Iʼd been sleeping in, its staggering details left me laughing bitterly at myself.

A dream? What dream feels this real? What dream makes you feel pain worse than anything youʼve ever known in mere seconds?

I really did enter my novel.

I gritted my teeth and dug my nails deep into the skin of my hands. My head felt like it was boiling over, forcing me to scream at the top of my lungs:

”Why? Why? WHY? WHY IN HELLʼS NAME?!”

”Why ME of all people?! I had a life… a family… I had—”

My voice trembled uncontrollably as I remembered my father, my family, my old life…

A tear escaped as I cursed under my breath.

Then, that gloomy voice echoed by my ear again:

[”Synchronization complete.”]

[”Host memories successfully transferred.”]

Suddenly, a flood of foreign memories surged into my mind. But my consciousness clung only to that eerie voice.

I leapt off the gigantic bed, consumed by rage, shouting incoherently:

”Screw you and your synchronization, you son of a bitch!”

”Who the hell asked your rotten ass to bring me here?! Who wanted this ʼnew lifeʼ?!”

”ANSWER ME, YOU BASTARD! Who begged for a second chance?!”

”Take me back… Take me back to my life!”

”I donʼt want ʼchancesʼ… I already had everything! I donʼt want this life—PLEASE… PLEASE TAKE ME BACK!”

After flailing wildly at the air, I collapsed to my knees. The anger vanished, replaced by crushing despair.

”Please… Iʼm begging you… I have a family… I have—”

I sobbed violently as I gradually grasped the reality of my situation. The host bodyʼs memories kept flowing relentlessly, drowning out my pathetic whimpers.

In the end, all I could do was scream with every shred of strength I had left.

Of course, my breakdown hadnʼt gone unnoticed. Thanks to my earlier shouting, it wasnʼt long before people flooded into the room—not that I cared.

Only one thought consumed me: ”Iʼd lost everything.”

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Days passed swiftly, and within the vast halls of the Starlight family mansion, whispers fluttered among the maids about the pitiful state of the young lord...

”The mansion is eerily quiet,” one of the maids exhaled a cloud of smoke as she puffed her cigar by the window.

”True... It seems Lord Frey has finally lost his mind...”

Beside her stood two girls dressed in the same maid uniforms one only sees in movies.

One muttered blankly, ”You say heʼs gone mad? That Frey? Hah... Impossible...”

All eyes turned to the gloomy, eldest maid—their natural *senpai*.

”What do you mean? Didnʼt you see him screaming and flailing like a lunatic?”

The old maid sighed deeply before continuing, her voice dripping with sarcasm:

”That little devil could never go mad. Iʼve served him since he was a boy. If *I* havenʼt lost my mind, how could *he*?” The othersʼ faces paled with terror.

”Miss Frederica! How can you say such things? Arenʼt you afraid heʼll hear? I donʼt want to be on his bad side... Not after seeing what heʼs capable of...” The youngest maid trembled, recalling the fate of those whoʼd displeased Frey.

To become Freyʼs target was a fate worse than death. Youʼd become his plaything until you begged for death—a truth everyone in the mansion knew.

”Tsk, tsk. This is why you young ones never last long here,” Frederica shook her head at the younger maidsʼ naivety.

”Anyway... The young lord is likely... depressed.”

”Depressed?”

Seeing their confusion, Frederica explained, ”Yes. That little devil has, for the first time, loved someone other than himself.”

The maids gasped in unison: ”The daughter of the Moonlight familyʼs lord...?”

Frederica nodded. ”Heʼs obsessed. But it seems unrequited. Sheʼs not some girl he can claim with power—the Moonlights rival even the Starlights.”

After taking another drag, she added grimly:

”Donʼt get used to this calm, girls. His rage will soon return... and weʼll bear the brunt of it. Stay sharp~”

With that, Frederica left, plunging the others into dread.

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- Frey starlight POV -

Lying on this cursed bed, I opened my eyes again. ”The seventh time.”

Seven times now, Iʼve woken to this damned ceiling.

Any hope that this was a nightmare vanished long ago. Now, Iʼm just an empty shell sprawled on a lavish bed.

A week had passed since I was thrust into my own novel—trapped in the body of the villain, Frey Starlight.

He was the most hated character in my story... A villain despised by all.

If the protagonist didnʼt kill him, a heroine would.

If not a heroine, another main character would.

Even the other villains loathed Frey.

Simply put—he was doomed. That kind of character.

Seriously? After inheriting his memories, I realized how truly vile he was. Heʼd done things I hadnʼt even written...

All this, and heʼs only sixteen. What a promising future.

Sure, I know the death flags are piling up. But who cares? Me? Haha... To hell with everything.

I donʼt even want to live in this world.

Once, I tried stabbing myself with a knife—to end this nightmare.

I wanted to die.

But hereʼs the thing—my hand froze the instant the blade threatened to pierce the delicate skin of my neck.

Who was I kidding? Kill myself? End it all?

I didnʼt have the guts. Not even an ounce of resolve.

Only then did I realize how pitiful I truly was.

So, I spent the last week doing… absolutely nothing.

Eat. Shit. Bathe. Sleep. Repeat. Seven cycles of this mind-numbing routine.

Many came to visit, but I ignored them all. They left bewildered.

Frey will die sooner or later. Since I couldnʼt end it myself, Iʼll simply wait for another character to kill me.

The last few days were quiet. Frey—the young lord of the mighty Starlight family, one of the three most powerful human noble houses—lived in obscene luxury.

I was particularly fond of the bathtub. The previous owner of this body was obsessed with cleanliness, and Iʼd inherited his obsessive-compulsive tendencies, bathing twice daily.

I resented this bodyʼs habits, as if Freyʼs presence was slowly erasing mine. But I didnʼt care.

I donʼt want to live in this world.

I just want to die quietly in a corner.

So , I tossed in bed. Morning had already come, but I decided to sleep more. Until the demons began their serious movements, little would happen in this world—especially for a family like the Starlights. I had endless time to waste.

After all, the main storyʼs events wouldnʼt begin until a year later, when the protagonist and others enter the Temple.

The human realm had shrunk into a single colossal empire, forged by the relentless demon attacks that pushed humanity to the brink of extinction.

But humans adapted swiftly. They awakened unique abilities and, after rivers of blood and tears, managed to repel the demons—sort of.

To bolster their strength, humanity pooled all its resources and advancements to build a place where future leaders could be cultivated: the Temple .

Either way, the Templeʼs events were still a year away.

I sighed, rolling over in bed. ”Just hurry up and kill me already...”

I drifted back to sleep, ignoring everything.

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”I couldnʼt stay asleep forever, could I?”

I was sitting at my desk, mindlessly scribbling on some papers… occasionally watching videos on my smartwatch, which I still hadnʼt gotten used to.

After humanity was pushed to the brink, much of its progress and civilization had already been lost.

But now, after countless efforts, they had managed—somewhat—to overcome that and rebuild with modern technologies powered by the very force humans had awakened: Aura.

Yet, despite their relative success, it wasnʼt complete. That much was evident in the strange architectural designs—buildings that seemed like a bizarre mix of the modern era and the Middle Ages.

Well, I guess you could blame me as the author of this story for such absurdity.

Leaning back in my chair, I sighed for what felt like the thousandth time.

Normally, people would be happy to be given a second chance at life… but I didnʼt want it. I didnʼt need it.

Every passing minute, every single second, I was reminded of my family—of what I had left behind. That alone had plunged me into severe depression.

Life is unfair.

~Knock, knock~

The sound of the door pulled me from my thoughts, but I didnʼt bother checking who it was.

A maid entered my room and bowed gracefully.

”I apologize for disturbing you, my lord… A package arrived for you a little while ago. As per your previous instructions, we ensured it was completely safe before delivering it, without opening it.”

She placed a medium-sized box at the door, bowed lightly, and left.

”I wish you a good day, my lord.”

The door closed again, leaving me alone once more.

From the start, I had never interacted much with the maids, and it seemed they had gotten used to that.

A quick glance at the box on the floor jogged a faint memory—frey had instructed the maids never to look inside any package he received.

Of course, that was because he often ordered rather dangerous things. And with the superhuman abilities that had emerged in this world, it wasnʼt hard for them to ensure a package was safe without opening it.

Bored out of my mind, I moved toward the box and opened it.

”Letʼs see what youʼve got for me this time, old man Frey…”

The moment I saw what was inside, I froze—my eyes wide open.

How could I not?

My lips trembled as I reached in and pulled out that familiar black device, the one that had been with me for years.

There was no mistaking it… This was my personal laptop.

I carefully placed it on the desk, staring at it like a madman.

Noticing the scratches scattered all over its surface, I instantly remembered how it got them—when I dropped it all those years ago.

This was the very laptop I had used for so long…

The laptop on which I had written the novel, tapping away at its keyboard.

What the hell was going on? Was someone mocking me?

With trembling hands and a racing heart, I opened the laptop—staring into the unknown future ahead.