The Emperor Wants To Be Ntr'd

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If you were to ask someone in the anime community what the most disgusting thing to exist was then you would get one certain answer.

NTR

I didn’t even need to explain what it was due to its notoriety. All that needed to be said was that it was truly a degenerate genre that left one feeling sick to the stomach. I used to be no different than the masses with that opinion, To the point I would avoid anything that even bordered on the genre.

My problems started with a famous manga that I looked forward to reading every week. It had a very good plot and the art work was truly outstanding. I never missed even a single Chapter and would drop everything I was going to read it, I had even bought some posters to hang on the walls in my room.

That was until Chapter 88

The female lead had been captured by one of the protagonists enemies and was being interrogated for information. The main character was overpowered and I had no doubt in my mind that he would find and save her, That thinking quickly changed when that horrid Chapter had been released on a Friday.

The main character didn’t appear to save the damsel in distress like he was supposed to, Instead I read with wide eyes as the interrogators decided to have a little fun with the female lead. I didn’t want to go in description but it turned into a full blow hentai, It probably wouldn’t have even been as bad as it was if the art work wasn’t top tier even during such scenes.

My heart after reading the filthy Chapter was twisting in disgust while my brain was completely numb. I felt like I was about to cry and I didn’t want to believe that what I had read was real, I thought I was hallucinating and even went to other websites to make sure that the Chapter wasn’t some kind of joke.

The comments had the same reactions as I did and the rating of the manga crashed to the bottom in the span of a few minutes. That was when I found out that the author had made a new post on social media, Apparently he had found out that his long time girlfriend had cheated on him and decided that love wasn’t real.

’A work of art destroyed....’ That was my only thought as I sat in my dark room with a blank expression.

I never wanted to remember that horrible Chapter and so I quickly started to read a new manga, My mind was busy and after a few days I started to feel a bit better. Yet Chapter 88 was still consistently in the back of my head even after a few weeks had passed.

It was seriously running my entire month to the point I could barely sleep and so I decided that the best way to get rid of the feeling was to become numb to it. So against my own will I opened the manga once more and reread the Chapter a few times, But for some reason the heavy feeling in my chest didn’t disappear but only intensified.

That was when I started to feel something else.

It started as a small fire that was rising in my heart before turning into a blazing heat that traveled through my veins. Time passed and I didn’t even realize that I had been reading the same horrible Chapter for almost an hour, My fingers were clutching my phone and there was a tent on my pants.

I realized a horrifying truth that made me shocked.

I was actually enjoying the filthy Chapter.

I basically threw my phone across the room at the realization and buried my face into my hands. Let’s just say that I was in complete utter denial. I tore down the poster that was on my wall and came to an understanding to never think about that horrid manga ever again. Time passed and everything seemed to go back to normal and I managed to forget that Chapter and those disgusting emotions I was feeling while reading it.

Then I had woken up in a new world.

I was to busy trying not to have my head cut off for so many years to worry about such trivial things, But that started to change when the amount of times that I fought started to lower, I spent more time in peaceful silence before finally becoming a married man with multiple beautiful wives.

I grew very bored and spent more time in my thoughts than ever before which lead to unlocking the disease that I had hidden away. I started to have thoughts that a married man shouldn’t until it was all I thought about, Then on a random night a few months ago I had another filthy thought that left me shaking.

’What if....’ It was to disgusting to repeat but I had spoken such a question to the women that I loved.

The reactions were about as you’d expect.

Confusion and shock followed by disgust and disappointment.

I was chastised very harshly that night but each of my wives started to spend more time with me afterwards. It was as if they were trying to cure my illness with love which left me feeling even more pathetic for asking such a thing, And out of disgust for myself I once again pushed away those thoughts although it was a lot harder to keep them at bay.

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