The Deadly Hitwoman: The Heiress's Special Abilities

Chapter 1106: Chapter 1106: My Solitary Love Dream (8)

Ning Xu’s eyes were filled with sadness, acidity, and despair: ”He has become the Island Master of Shuiqi Island, and he shoulders the responsibilities of the island. He needs a suitable wife, and that person cannot be me. Although Spirit Cultivators have much more freedom emotionally, in the eyes of those noble families, they still cannot allow our existence.”

”I don’t understand, truly, I don’t understand why he agreed to become the Island Master of Shuiqi Island. What does it matter? It’s just one more ordinary island in the Human Domain. I really don’t know what he wants, is it really that important here? Important enough for him to abandon the many years of feelings between us?”

Ning Xu laughed, tears of blood fell in streams: ”Once, he went to Phoenix Island to attend a martial arts competition, and there he met Feng Peining, who fell in love with him at first sight and would marry no one but him. I was not on Phoenix Island at the time, and when I heard about it, I scoffed. How could he possibly like a woman? That’s absolutely impossible.”

”I never dreamed that what I awaited wasn’t news of him rejecting Feng Peining but the news that he proposed to the Island Master of Phoenix Island and intended to marry Feng Peining. On the eve of their marriage, I finally managed to make my way to Phoenix Island. I went to ask him why, and he said he bore the heavy responsibility of Shuiqi Island, and marrying Feng Peining was the best choice. He said Feng Peining was a wonderful woman, gentle and virtuous, and loved him dearly. He said we were both mistaken, and we should go on and live normal lives. He said that everything from before, we should just consider it as never having happened!”

”Never having happened...” The tears of blood dyed Ning Xu’s eyes red: ”I just walked out from where he was staying, and on the way, I ran into Miss Qi, so earlier, I recognized her at a glance in the crowd. I also knew that with her here, there was no escaping for me.”

”Alright... finished speaking. After so many years, finally someone was able to let me say these words that have been decaying at the bottom of my heart,” Ning Xu looked at Han Jing: ”Do you know why I want to tell you all this?”

Han Jing remained silent, waiting for him to continue.

”Because... because I heard you insist on waiting for me to complete my final dream before letting Ning Shiqi break the array. I thank you, really, thank you, I know this is my last time, the last time I deceive myself. Thank you for fulfilling my last dream, so I thought, perhaps, I could tell you my story, I can finally tell someone my story, such a rare chance, it’s really rare to have this opportunity before dying... although I don’t know you, at least you’re the first in this world to listen to my outpouring without disgust. I’m very happy. Thank you.”

He said thank you several times, and Han Jing knew he was sincere.

At least in this moment, he truly was sincere, because as he himself said, whether in pain or sadness, often there is no one willing to hear such persistent and unyielding deep affection, because in their eyes, it’s not deep affection, it’s pathetic, it’s a disturbance.

So as the words continued, and the pain lingered, because there won’t be genuine listening, the person wanting to express will no longer want to express it. And having suppressed it too long, perhaps even he himself cannot save himself anymore.

PS: Last night Chapter 1104 had a repeated error, subscribers may not see the content due to cache, please check the comments section where I’ve pinned it, system error, hope everyone can forgive, kisses.