She Lives without Regret in This Life

Chapter 1096: Chapter 1158: It’s Because of You

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”Can you tell me the real reason?”

”I just don’t like the Sheng family.” Qin Shuang said angrily, ”Why does that Sheng An have to be Sheng Ning’s sister? I just don’t like her. The elder sister took away the Living Yama, and the younger sister wants to take away our brother. Is their family all bandits? Why should everything good belong to the two sisters?”

”Qin Shuang, how can you be so cynical?” Qin Xue’s tone wavered slightly, but she still patiently advised, ”Xiao Yue is our brother. Even if you’re worried about him, you can’t be too obsessed.”

”No, it’s not because of our brother, it’s because of you.”

”Because of me, why?” Qin Xue asked in confusion.

”Big sister, you fought side by side with Living Yama in the rescue mission, risking your lives together. Don’t tell me you didn’t fall for him? If you don’t like this man, why did you refuse all the matchmaking arranged by the family?”

Qin Shuang’s words were like nails piercing deeply into Qin Xue’s heart.

”Big sister, you are the most outstanding Miss of the Qin family, renowned in the Southern District. What makes you less than Sheng Ning? An actress dancing, using her to compare with you is simply an insult.” Qin Shuang said indignantly, her big sister unwilling to talk, always burying everything in her heart, which she disliked.

If you are wronged, you should speak out. Why watch others smile and cry secretly under the covers? That’s not her style.

”Living Yama has the right to pursue happiness. He chose the woman he likes, and I will only bless him.”

”You may have blessed him, but why did you get drunk alone when you found out he was getting married?” As Qin Shuang spoke, tears silently fell.

Qin Xue, being the eldest in the family, carried all the responsibilities and pressures of the Qin family since childhood. She was engaged in intelligence work, where controlling emotions was crucial. Apart from work, she was like a puppet.

Later, when the Southern Border war broke out, she met Living Yama. Then that man became the only spiritual solace in her puppet-like life. She once thought that relying on this solace would satisfy her, making her feel happiness until old age.

However, she overestimated her self-control ability. Once love takes root, it grows wildly like summer weeds, engulfing her path to happiness. But it was too late; Living Yama got married, and it was said that his wife was beautiful and they were loving.

Thus, Qin Xue painfully trimmed the wild weeds little by little. Even if blood poured, she didn’t care. Because she couldn’t bear to disturb Living Yama’s happiness, she understood him like she understood herself.

They were the same type of people, experiencing love and meeting someone they liked in this lifetime was challenging, even elusive. They would never compromise for someone they didn’t love.

Once they chose to marry, it must be deep love.

How could she bear to disturb his deep love?

There was a long silence over the phone, so quiet that Qin Xue’s breathing wasn’t audible. Qin Shuang hesitated, feeling a bit regretful; she shouldn’t have impulsively brought up her sister’s matters.

Her sister, from childhood to adulthood, didn’t allow anyone to talk about her affairs.

Not even their parents.

”Come back! I’ve already arranged the car for you. You can pack your things and set off now.” Qin Xue calmly spoke.