She Lives without Regret in This Life

”Xiao Ning!” He walked up to her and lifted her into his arms like she was his little sister, feeling her forehead with his hand, ”You’ve got a slight fever, I’ll go find a doctor for you.”

”No need.” Sheng Ning grabbed his hand firmly, refusing to let go, fearing he would leave. ”Don’t go, hold me, hold me tightly.”

Her expression was panicked, and her eyes were brimming with tears, ready to fall.

Xu Qigang’s heart ached as if stabbed by a knife. He sat back on the sofa and held her tightly in his arms. ”Xiao Ning, don’t be sad, you did nothing wrong.”

”I killed someone, I killed innocent people.” She buried her face in his chest, exposing all her vulnerability to him. ”I killed innocent people, how could I kill anyone!”

In his heart, Xu Qigang cursed Su Hai countless times, listing him in his blacklist forever. What kind of terrible idea did he give Xiao Ning? He even dared to encourage her on the side.

Originally, he didn’t know what Xiao Ning was going to do today, if he had known, he wouldn’t have left this morning.

”It’s okay now, Xiao Ning.” Xu Qigang held her shoulders, making her look into his eyes, ”Look into my eyes.”

Thus, Sheng Ning looked at him pitifully, making him forget all the words he wanted to say. He pressed her head back and kissed her with a stormy passion.

”Feeling better?” he asked, breathing heavily.

”How... how could you do that? That’s against the rules!” Yet, honestly, with his interruption, her heart wasn’t as blocked up as before.

”Xiao Ning.” Xu Qigang paused, letting his voice regain the calmness and depth from before, and then said, ”Actually, you didn’t do anything wrong. In the situation you faced today, anyone would have done the same, and probably even more ruthlessly, killing more.”

”Why?”

He smiled, and the charm exuded from his handsome face because of that smile, making her instantly lose focus, unable to look away.

”Because it’s a tradition of the Feng family! Rumor has it that when Mr. Feng succeeded as heir, he made rivers of blood and earned the nickname of the God of Slaughter. Later, when he went to country M, people gradually forgot.”

”But...” She still couldn’t accept it, the image of so many people falling in front of her eyes, all because of her command, she caused it all.

This was different from killing Qin Cuifen or Feng Xintong.

”You did very well, everything today was already within Mr. Feng and Su Hai’s expectations.”

”Really?”

”Really.”

”You’re not lying to me?”

”Why would I lie to you?” He lowered his head, holding her even tighter in his arms, using his body warmth to warm her cold hands and feet, ”Trust me, and besides, the blood on my hands...”

He left the last words unsaid, but Sheng Ning understood. Understanding made her heartache, and because of the heartache, she felt guilty. How could she be so useless, needing him to reveal his own scars to comfort her?

”Qigang.”

”Hmm?”

”Have I ever told you how much I love you?” He was not only her man but also the support that taught her to grow.

The frost between the tall man’s brows and eyes slowly melted away, and he said joyfully, ”Nope! I don’t think I’ve ever heard it even once.”

”I love you, I love you, I love you...” Sheng Ning, like a naughty child, lay in his arms, repeating over and over.