Scarecrow

The box sat on the north shelf of the hollow for eleven days before anyone opened it.

That was where we kept them. All the boxes. Down past the quiet room, past the place where the queen slept when she wasn’t at the garden wall, on a shelf of dark rock at the north end of the hollow that I’d grown a long time ago for exactly this. The first handler, from the guest wing, the night the collars came off. The four wardens from the tender behind the moon. The forty-one from the old Hand over the forest.

And now one more.

Small. Grey. No bigger than my fist. With something inside it that had a face, and two pale eyes, and had spoken out loud in a voice that wasn’t the voice. You have the children of the modified. Whole. That is why we came.

I didn’t go near it for eleven days.

Nobody asked me why. Sera didn’t, or Risa, or Luna. Okafor didn’t, and Okafor asked everything. They just let me not go near it. And every night, when I came up from the hollow after the queen’s evening song, Sera would look at my face and then at the north end of the hollow and then at me again, and not say anything.

On the twelfth day, the Overseer asked.

It was at the passage mouth, at dusk, where it always was. With its bread. Thorne’s rye, the end of a loaf, that Garnet had brought it an hour before with the old brown dog at her heels. The dog had sniffed the Overseer very thoroughly, from its long grey feet to as high as he could reach, and then sat down beside it and leaned on its leg.

The Overseer hadn’t moved since. It said it didn’t know what to do. It said nothing had leaned on it before.

When I came past, it turned its blank grey face toward me.

”The one in the box,” it said.

I stopped.

”It is a keeper,” said the Overseer. ”It was over me. Not this one. One like it. A long time ago, before this world, before the first queen, when it was very small and had just been made.” A pause. ”It knows what keepers know. It knows more than it would ever tell it.”

”Would it tell you?”

”No,” said the Overseer. ”But it would tell you. If you asked it the right way.” It looked down at the bread in its hands. ”Keepers do not answer questions. Keepers answer power.”

So I took it to Okafor.

Not the box. I left the box on the north shelf, where it was. I took the Overseer’s words to Okafor, at the map table, in the evening, with Holt at the window and the General beside him and Luna across the table with Trevor asleep in his sling and frost very faintly on the wood where his hand lay.

”Keepers answer power,” said Okafor.

”That’s what it said.”

”And you’re power.”

I didn’t answer.

Okafor looked at me for a long time.

”I don’t want you doing this alone,” she said at last.

”I won’t be alone. I’ll have the Overseer. It knows how they talk.”

”That’s not what I mean,” said Okafor. ”I mean I don’t want you going down to the north shelf on your own one night because you can’t sleep, and opening a box with a thing in it that looked at your daughters through a Hand from a world away and said that is why we came.” Her voice was very plain. ”I’ve seen your face for eleven days, Dask. I know what you’d like to do to it.”

I didn’t say anything.

”So you’ll do it at noon,” said Okafor. ”In the light. With me there. And the General. And your mother.” She paused. ”And whoever else you want. But not alone.”

I wanted Sera.

I didn’t say so. I didn’t need to. She was at the door of the map room when I came out, with Ash on her hip and her jaw set.

”Noon,” she said.

”Yes.”

”I’m coming.”

”I know.”

She handed Ash to Luna. Then she put her hand flat on my chest. Over my heart. The way she’d put it on Liam at the foot of the ramp, the first time he came back from the forest. Testing iron.

”You’re too hot,” she said.

”I know.”

”Put it back,” said Sera. ”Before noon. Whatever it is. Put it back.” She looked at me. ”That’s what Calders know. I’m teaching you.”

We did it in the garden at noon.

Not on the north shelf. Not down in the dark. Up in the light, at the garden wall, where the queen lay in the mornings, with the sun straight overhead and the gardener’s green spread along the stones. Our queen, at her full height, very still. The Overseer, crouched at the edge of the light with its bread. Okafor. The General. Mother, with her hands perfectly still at her sides.

Sera beside me.

And Juno, because Juno could feel what was underneath words. And Genny, because Genny could hear what grey was thinking.

I took the box off the north shelf. Carried it up into the light. Set it down on the grass, in the middle of all of us.

And unfolded it.

Not all the way. Not so it could stand, or move, or reach. Just enough. Enough that the small grey stone in the box became a shape. Long. Narrow. Folded in on itself, the way I’d folded it at the bottom of the new Hand over the Kethri forest. With a face.

The face unfolded last.

Long and narrow and grey. And the two pale eyes opened.

They looked at me.

”You,” it said.

Out loud. In my words. It had learned them in the Hand, from listening to me, and it hadn’t forgotten.

”Me,” I said.

The pale eyes moved. Round the garden. At the queen, at her full height in the light. At the Overseer, at the edge of it. At Okafor and the General and Mother and Sera and Juno and Genny.

They stopped on the Overseer.

”Small one,” it said. Something moved in its long face. ”You are still here.”

The Overseer didn’t say anything.

”You were told to hold this world,” said the keeper. ”And report when it was held. You reported. And then you stopped.” A pause. ”We did not ask why. Small ones stop. It happens. We did not come back for you. It costs more to come back than to go on.”

”Yes,” said the Overseer.

”And now you sit at the mouth of a passage,” said the keeper, ”with bread.”

The Overseer looked down at the bread in its hands.

”Yes,” it said.

”What do you know about the children?” I said.

The pale eyes came back to me.

”Everything,” said the keeper.

”Tell me.”

”No.”

I didn’t say anything. I didn’t need to.

I just let it see.

That was what the Overseer had meant. Keepers answer power. Not threats. Not questions. Not pain. The Sorn had never answered to anything but what was bigger than them.

So I showed it what was bigger.

Not all of it. Just enough. I let my silver come up. All of it. The way it came up when I opened a Hand, or grew a queen, or held a few thousand collars in the air over a forest. Round my eyes. Up my arms. Into the stones of the garden and the wall and the ground under it. Into the grey of the keeper’s own folded body, so that it could feel me there, in every fold, every seam, every place I’d folded it at the bottom of its own Hand.

And then the queen.

She didn’t do anything. She just let it see her. At her full height in the light. Whole. Free. Not carrying anything for anyone.

And then the hello.

Every queen on Avalon. The old one on her mountain. The first and the second in their Hands. The spine-queen. The Hesk and the Ulu and the Karst and the Sef and the Nivi. The gardener’s, small and white. The eight from Dot’s soft cup, the wheel and the salt and the furred one and the moth and the coral and the heavy one and the floating one and the heron. And the youngest of the Kethri, and her six sisters, very far, in the tops of the trees.

All of them. At once. Singing. Not to it.

Past it.

As if it weren’t there at all.

The keeper’s pale eyes went very wide.

”So many,” it said.

Nobody answered.

”So many queens,” said the keeper. ”Singing. Not carrying. Not held.” Its long face moved. ”We have never—”

It stopped.

”Ask,” it said.

So I asked.

And it told me.

It took all afternoon.

Juno sat beside me with her eyes shut and caught the parts I couldn’t. Genny sat on my other side with her hand flat on the grass, listening to the grey of the keeper as it spoke, so she could tell when it lied. It lied twice. The first time, Genny said no very quietly, and the keeper stopped and looked at her, a girl of thirteen with lines like a page of chemistry running up her arms, and didn’t lie again.

I’ll set down what it said. As near as I can.

The Sorn had seen children like ours before.

On other worlds. Many of them. Wherever silver came into a people, and the people had children, and both sides were whole. The children were always more. Stronger. Both. More than their parents had been at any age. More than the Sorn had any other way to make.

More useful.

So the Sorn had learned. On world after world. When a people had silver, you narrowed it. You cut it, before birth, so that the parents grew up useful and not too much. You never let them be finished. You never let them be whole.

And then you waited for the children.

And took them.

”Not the parents,” said the keeper. ”The parents are cut. They are not worth very much.” Its pale eyes went to Mother. ”The ones like her. Cut, and cut again, and kept in a room with a spoon.” A pause. ”We let the humans think it was the parents we wanted. The modified. Retention. The forty, and the forty after them.” Something moved in its long face. ”It was never them. It was always what came after.”

Mother’s hands, at her sides, didn’t move at all.

”Article Fourteen,” said the keeper. ”Or by descent. That was the only clause that mattered. Everything else was so that the humans would sign it.”

”And then what?” I said. ”When you take them. What happens to them?”

The keeper looked at me for a long time.

”They become keepers,” it said.

Nobody in the garden moved.

”Not like me,” said the keeper. ”I was made. Grown, in a Hand, from grey and a piece of a queen and an order. Most of us were.” A pause. ”But the best keepers are not made. They are taken. Children, born whole, born both, from worlds with silver. Taken young. Before anyone can teach them to ask.”

It looked at me.

”They are taught not to,” it said. ”They are taught that asking is not how it is done. They are taught to hold. To push. To carry the voice through queens into broods. They are the strongest of us. The ones at the top. The ones who decide which worlds are faults and which are wars.”

Its pale eyes didn’t move from mine.

”You thought you were fighting something that came from somewhere with no queens,” it said. ”You were. Once. A very long time ago.” A pause. ”Now most of what is at the top of us was once a child. Like yours. From a world like yours. Born whole, and taken, and taught.”

I don’t remember standing up.

I remember Sera’s hand on my arm. Very hot. Hotter than mine. And her voice, very low, very close.

”Lucas. Put it back.”

I put it back.

It took a long time.

When I could talk again, I asked the last thing.

”Who did you tell?”

The keeper was quiet.

”About the children,” I said. ”Ours. Here. You said we have heard. Who told you? And who did you tell?”

”Nobody told me,” said the keeper. ”The faults were in a line. Eight. From an edge world with a broken Hand on it. I was sent to look. I came to the forest. I saw what had been done there. I saw the Kethri on the wind with no collars, singing. I saw the girl who catches. I saw the one who stands in front.” A pause. ”And I saw you.”

”And you guessed.”

”I knew,” said the keeper. ”Nothing else does that. Nothing else asks the grey. Nothing but a child born whole, grown up without anyone teaching it not to.” Its long face moved. ”You are what we take. You are what we would have taken, if we had known you were there.”

”Who did you tell?” I said again.

”No one,” said the keeper. ”A keeper reports when it returns. Not before.” The pale eyes went very still. ”I did not return.”

”So they don’t know,” said Okafor.

She’d been very quiet all afternoon. Standing at the edge of the light with her hands behind her back. Now she stepped forward.

”They know a keeper did not return,” said the keeper. It looked at her. At the small woman in the plain dark coat, with no silver in her at all. ”A Hand failing is a fault. A keeper not returning is a question.”

”How long before someone asks it?”

The keeper considered this.

”A keeper’s Hand is expected back,” it said, ”when it has seen what it was sent to see. There is no time. Keepers are trusted to take as long as they take.” A pause. ”But when it has been long enough, another keeper is sent. To see what the first one saw.”

”How long is long enough?”

”Longer than you will like,” said the keeper. ”Shorter than you will need.”

I folded it again.

Gently. I didn’t have to be gentle. I was anyway. Smaller and smaller, into itself, until it was a stone, and then into its box, and the box back onto the north shelf with the others.

It didn’t fight me. Not this time.

At the very end, just before the face folded in, the pale eyes looked at me one more time.

”If you had been taken,” it said, ”you would have been at the top of us.”

”I know,” I said.

”You would have decided which worlds were faults.”

”I know.”

The pale eyes closed.

”You still do,” it said.

Nobody said anything for a long time after that.

We stood in the garden in the last of the afternoon light, with the box back on the north shelf and the queen very still at her full height, and the Overseer crouched at the edge with its bread.

Mother spoke first.

”Everything,” she said. Very quietly. ”The halls. The posters. The medals. The cutting. All those years in the chair.” Her hands were perfectly still. ”So that one day they could come for my granddaughter. And take her. And teach her not to ask.” She looked at me. ”And make her into that.”

”Yes,” I said.

Mother didn’t say anything else.

But the stones of the garden wall, under all of us, very slightly, rang.

The way the Nivi ring, when the wind comes off the mountain. The way the silver frost on the walls of the quiet room had rung, the morning Trevor was born.

The Overseer stood up.

It had never stood up before. Not in all the time it had been on Avalon. Not at the passage mouth, not in the garden, not anywhere. It crouched. It had always crouched.

It stood up. Very slowly. All the way. On its long grey legs. So tall its head was level with the top of the garden wall.

It held out the bread.

Not to me. To Mother.

”It was small, once,” said the Overseer. Very quietly. ”It was made. It was never a child.” It looked at the bread in its hand. ”But it was told the same thing. Asking is not how it is done.” A pause. ”It did not know there was anything else. Until a girl left bread on a stone at the mouth of a passage every morning, so it would know somebody thought about it.”

Mother looked at the bread.

”It would like,” said the Overseer, ”to stand in front of the children too. If that is allowed.”

Mother took the bread.

She broke it in half. And gave half back.

”It’s allowed,” she said.

The Drenn came that week.

On the Steady. From the Kethri forest, where they’d stayed with their queen while the six Kethri queens sang to them and the old one listened between the roots. Their queen had asked. Through the youngest of the Kethri, through Juno.

Her young are fighters, said Juno. Made to be. The silver listened to a world where nothing lives unless it can fight. A pause. She says there’s nobody left on that world for them to fight. And nobody to fight for. The Sorn took them all a long time ago. Another pause. She says she’d like to come to the world where the one who stands in front lives. And ask what there is to stand in front of.

So they came.

A few hundred. Tall and thin and glossy blue-black, with four long arms ending in blades, and their queen at the front, taller than any of them. Down the ramp of the Steady onto the red glass under a blue sky.

Into the middle of everything.

The dogs went quiet. The horses stopped eating. The Teeming young in the broods’ ground stopped playing and stared. The Kethri in their trees went still.

The Drenn stood on the red glass and looked at all of it.

And then their queen looked for Anja.

Anja was at the edge of the glass.

With Rory the second on her hip. In her new coat. With Liam beside her and Maura behind, very still.

The Drenn queen came across the glass to her. Slowly. On her four long arms. And stopped in front of her.

And folded them. All four. The blades crossed.

And bowed her long head. All the way. Until it was level with Anja’s.

Rory the second, on Anja’s hip, looked at the long blue-black face a foot from his own. At the pale strange eyes. At the blades, crossed, very close.

And reached out with one small fist.

And touched the Drenn queen’s face.

Nothing caught fire. He didn’t set it. He just touched her. The way Dory touched everyone. The way Ash touched the bird on the branch.

The Drenn queen went very still.

Then, very slowly, she lifted her head. And looked past Anja. At the city. At the park. At the school with no walls, where the children were. Human children and Teeming young and small dogs and Kethri in the trees above and Karst in the caves below.

At the children.

”She asks,” said Juno, very quietly, ”what there is to stand in front of.”

Anja looked at the school with no walls.

”Them,” she said.

The Drenn queen looked at the children for a long time.

Then she turned. To her young. A few hundred of them, tall and blue-black and glossy, standing very still on the red glass under the blue sky.

And they turned too. All of them. At once.

Toward the school.

And folded their arms.

Okafor watched from the porch.

She didn’t say anything. She took out her slate. Turned it over. To the side that said The children. Every one.

And wrote underneath, very small:

Drenn.

And underneath that:

The Overseer.

Then she looked at it for a long time. And put it under her arm. And looked out at the plain, and the city, and the park, and the school with no walls, where a few hundred blue-black shapes were standing very still round the edge, with their arms folded and their backs to the children, facing out.

”Longer than we’ll like,” said Okafor. Very quietly. To nobody. ”Shorter than we’ll need.”

Days 1607–1638. The north shelf.

The boxes on the north shelf of the hollow: the first handler, the four wardens, the forty-one, and now one more, fist-sized, with a face and two pale eyes. I didn’t go near it eleven days and nobody asked why. Sera looked at my face each night and then at the north end and said nothing. On the twelfth the Overseer, with Thorne’s rye and Garnet’s old dog leaning on its leg because nothing had ever leaned on it: it’s a keeper; one like it was over this one long ago when it was small and just made. It knows what keepers know and would never tell it. It would tell you if you asked the right way. Keepers do not answer questions. Keepers answer power.

Okafor: I’ve seen your face eleven days; I know what you’d like to do to it. Noon, in the light, with me, the General and your mother; not alone. Sera at the map room door: I’m coming. Her hand on my chest, testing iron: you’re too hot. Put it back before noon. That’s what Calders know; I’m teaching you.

Noon at the garden wall in the light, not down in the dark. The queen at full height, the Overseer at the edge with its bread, Okafor, the General, Mother still, Sera, Juno for under the words, Genny for what grey is thinking. I unfolded it just enough to have a face. You. Me. Its pale eyes on the Overseer: small one, still here; told to hold this world and report; you stopped; we didn’t come back; it costs more. And now at the mouth of a passage with bread. Yes. What do you know about the children? Everything. Tell me. No. I let it see: all my silver up into the stones and ground and every fold of it; the queen whole and carrying nothing; every queen on Avalon and the Kethri world singing past it as if it weren’t there. So many. Not carrying, not held. Ask.

All afternoon; Genny’s hand on the grass caught it lying twice; the first time she said no and it looked at her and didn’t again. The Sorn have seen children like ours on many worlds: silver in a people, both sides whole, the children always more, stronger, both. So they learned to narrow the parents before birth, never let them be finished, wait for the children, and take them. Not the parents; cut and cut again and kept in a room with a spoon, worth very little. We let the humans think we wanted the modified. It was always what came after. Or by descent was the only clause that mattered; the rest was so they’d sign. Mother’s hands didn’t move. What happens to them? They become keepers. Not made like me from grey and a piece of a queen and an order; the best are taken young before anyone can teach them to ask, and taught not to; taught to hold and push and carry the voice; the strongest, at the top, deciding which worlds are faults and which are wars. You thought you were fighting something from a world with no queens. Once. Now most of what’s at the top of us was once a child like yours.

I don’t remember standing. Sera’s hand on my arm hotter than mine: Lucas. Put it back. It took a long time. Who did you tell? Nobody told me; the faults were in a line; I came to look and saw the Kethri on the wind uncollared, the girl who catches, the one who stands in front, and you. Nothing else asks the grey but a child born whole grown up without anyone teaching it not to; you’re what we take, what we’d have taken. Who did you tell? No one; a keeper reports when it returns. I did not return. Okafor stepped forward: so they don’t know. They know a keeper didn’t return; a failed Hand is a fault; a missing keeper is a question. How long till someone asks? Keepers take as long as they take; when it’s been long enough another is sent to see what the first saw. How long? Longer than you will like. Shorter than you will need.

I folded it again gently; it didn’t fight. Before the face went in: if you had been taken you’d have been at the top of us, deciding which worlds are faults. I know. You still do. Mother: the halls, posters, medals, cutting, the chair, so they could take my granddaughter and teach her not to ask and make her that. Yes. The garden wall rang under us very slightly, like the Nivi, like Trevor’s silver frost. The Overseer stood up for the first time since it came, all the way, head level with the wall, and held its bread out to Mother: it was made, never a child, but told the same thing, asking is not how it’s done, and didn’t know there was anything else until a girl left bread on a stone. It would like to stand in front of the children too, if that’s allowed. Mother broke the bread and gave half back. It’s allowed.

That week the Drenn came on the Steady from the Kethri forest, a few hundred and their queen: made fighters for a world where nothing lives unless it can fight; nobody left there to fight or fight for; she’d like to come where the one who stands in front lives and ask what there is to stand in front of. The dogs went quiet, the horses stopped eating, the young stared, the Kethri stilled. The queen crossed to Anja, Rory the second on her hip, folded her four arms and bowed level with her. Rory touched her face with one small fist and nothing caught fire. She looked past Anja at the school with no walls: what is there to stand in front of? Them. She turned, and every Drenn turned with her toward the school and folded their arms. Okafor on the porch under The children. Every one. wrote: Drenn. Then: The Overseer. A few hundred blue-black shapes round the edge of the school, backs to the children, facing out. Longer than we’ll like, she said to nobody. Shorter than we’ll need.