Scarecrow

Nessa invited it to supper.

Nobody told her to. Nobody told her not to, either, which Priya said afterward was the problem with Nessa: you had to think of every single thing to forbid in advance, and you never could.

She’d been taking it bread every morning since Day 693. Across the street, past the soldiers, up to the door. Knock. This is for you. And every morning the door opened, and the mirror filled it, and the long arm came down and took the bread, and the sand-on-glass voice said Thank you. And Nessa nodded and went back to the kitchen.

On Day 711, she didn’t go back.

She stood on the step with her hands on her hips and her chin up and said, ”You can’t just eat bread. Nobody can just eat bread. Priya says it’s not a meal, it’s a start.” She looked straight up into the mirror. ”Come to supper. Tomorrow. In the kitchen. Everybody comes. You can sit at the end where there’s room.”

The mirror looked down at her for a long time.

The terms, it said, state that the Overseer will not enter any house uninvited.

”I’m inviting you,” said Nessa. ”That’s what come to supper means.”

Another long silence.

The kitchen is not a house.

”It’s Priya’s house,” Nessa said. ”She lives in the back. So it is. And I’m inviting you to it.” She paused. ”She said I could.”

She hadn’t. Priya told me later she’d nearly fainted.

But the mirror said, after a very long time:

The Overseer accepts.

”She did what?” said Sera.

”She invited it to supper,” said Luna. ”In the kitchen. Tomorrow. It accepted.”

Sera put her head down on the table.

”I’m going to kill her,” she said into the wood. ”I’m going to kill an eleven-year-old.”

”You’re not,” said Risa.

”I’m going to think about it very hard.”

Holt, at the end of the table, was laughing. Quietly. With his hand over his mouth. The first time I’d seen him laugh since the shuttle came down.

”What’s funny?” said Sera.

”Nothing,” said Holt. ”Everything.” He wiped his eyes. ”Four hundred years. Queens in chains. Broods driven across a continent. A voice from the sky. And it’s sitting down to supper because a girl with flour on her apron told it to.” He shook his head. ”I’d have paid money to see the first wave’s officers try that.”

”It’s not funny.”

”No,” said Holt. ”It’s not. It’s the bravest thing anyone in this city’s done since the terms.” He looked at Sera. ”Let it come.”

It came.

At six in the evening on Day 712. Alone. Down the street from the guest house, with the whole city watching from doorways and windows, past the forge and the schoolroom and up to the kitchen door. It stooped through. It didn’t scrape the lintel. It hadn’t scraped any lintel since the forge.

The kitchen went silent.

It was full. It was always full at supper. Two long tables, benches down both sides, lamps on hooks from the beams, and the big black range at the end where Priya and Dov and Nessa served. A hundred people, more, eating Priya’s stew and talking over each other and passing bread.

All of them stopped.

The mirror straightened up inside the door. It turned. Slowly. Across the room. I saw the whole kitchen in it, curved and tiny. The tables. The lamps. A hundred faces, frozen, with their spoons halfway to their mouths.

Nessa came out from behind the range with a bowl.

”There’s room at the end,” she said. ”By Mr. Holt. I told you.”

It sat.

I hadn’t known it could. Every time I’d seen it, it had stood. On the apron, in the map room, in the forge, in the courts. I’d thought it was built that way. That the shell couldn’t bend.

It could.

It folded down onto the end of the bench beside Holt, very slowly, its long legs bending backward at the knee in a way that made Tessa, across the table, look away. It was still taller than anyone in the room, sitting. Its mirror was level with the lamps.

Nessa put the bowl in front of it.

Stew. Priya’s. With bread on the side.

The mirror looked at it.

Then it looked at Nessa.

Thank you, it said.

”You’re welcome,” said Nessa, and went back to the range.

Liam started talking.

I’ll always remember that. Of everything about that night, I’ll remember Liam. He was three places down from the mirror, on the opposite bench, and he looked at it sitting there with a bowl of stew in front of it and a hundred people too frightened to breathe, and he put down his spoon and said, very loudly:

”So. Is the food better here or on the station?”

Somebody choked.

The mirror turned toward him.

The Overseer does not eat the food of the station, it said.

”Well, that’s a no, then,” said Liam. ”Fair enough. I wouldn’t either. I’ve had station food. Third wave brought crates of it. Dot says it’s technically edible. I say Dot’s being generous.” He picked his spoon back up. ”Priya’s stew, on the other hand. That’s food. You should try it. Even if you don’t eat. Just to see what you’re missing.”

The Overseer does not eat in the manner of humans.

”Then how do you eat?” said Liam. ”Genuine question. I’ve wondered. We’ve all wondered. Nessa’s been bringing you bread for three weeks and nobody knows what you do with it.”

The whole kitchen went silent again.

The mirror didn’t move for a long time.

Then it said, The bread is given to the Director.

Everyone looked at Crane, who had come in behind it and was sitting at the far end of the other table, very still, with the band on his collar dark.

Crane looked at his plate.

”It’s very good bread,” he said quietly.

Priya, at the range, burst into tears.

It ate at the end of the meal.

Not the stew. Not the bread. It waited until most people had finished. Until the kitchen had started, slowly, very carefully, to talk again. Not loudly. Not about anything that mattered. The weather. The second delivery. Kellan’s new furnace. Liam’s terrible drink, which he’d brought a jug of and was offering to anyone who’d take it.

Then the Overseer moved.

Its arm came up. The long one. The one that bent wrong. It turned the end of it toward its own body, toward the place low on the left side where I’d seen the weave go loose in the forge.

And the mirror opened.

Not the seam at the end of its arm, the one it had used to show us the feed. A different seam. In its side. Low on the left. A thin dark line, opening like a mouth.

And from somewhere inside the arm, from a compartment I hadn’t known was there, it drew out a small grey canister. The size of my thumb. And fitted it to the seam in its side.

And pressed.

I looked.

I couldn’t help it. I’d been learning the grey for ten days. I could read the canister, a little. The way I’d read the band on Crane’s collar. And I could read what was inside it.

A paste.

Pale. Thick. Faintly luminous in the lamplight, the way the deep was luminous when you looked at it in the dark. Most of it was ordinary. Proteins. Sugars. Things I knew the names of from Halloway’s lessons in the dome.

But threaded through it, very fine, in long bright strands—

Silver.

Not the silver in my eyes. Not the silver in Sera’s blood, or Dory’s lattice, or the thirty-one fragments of bone on Earth. Older than that. Denser. Folded in a way I knew.

I’d felt it every morning for months.

At the end of the hello. In the spine chamber. In the queen pinned in her housings, with her silver drawn through narrow channels to run the air and the power and the jump.

Queen silver.

Harvested.

The queen at the garden wall made a sound.

I felt it through the floor. Through the stones of the kitchen, through the street, through the agreed path. Not a word. Not the brood-speech. A sound I’d never heard her make, low and long and terrible, like a mountain cracking.

The young in the courts went silent.

Every one of them. All at once. Pebble, in the lower court, stopped in the middle of his hum.

And through the ring, I felt it go out. From our queen to the mountain. From the mountain to Lantern. To the Hollow, and First Garden, and the Spire. To the Bowl Queen in the dry valleys, and the delta, and the white mountains, and the young frightened queen in the eastern jungle.

Fourteen queens.

All of them felt it at once. The thing at the end of the kitchen table, pressing a canister of their own kind into its side.

And all of them, together, went still.

The Overseer finished.

It drew the canister out. Empty. It put it back into the compartment in its arm. The seam in its side closed.

Then it turned its mirror toward me.

It knew I’d seen. It must have. It had watched me look at the shell for four days in the forge before it asked. It knew what I could read now.

It didn’t say anything.

Neither did I.

We looked at each other across the kitchen, over the stew bowls and the bread and Liam’s jug and a hundred people who didn’t know what had just happened, and the silence went on and on.

Then Holt, beside it on the bench, said very quietly, ”Dask. What was it.”

I told him.

Not loudly. But the kitchen had gone quiet again, the way it always did when Holt spoke, and they heard. All of them. Every person at both tables.

Queen silver.

Somebody dropped a spoon.

Crane told us the rest.

Not in the kitchen. Later. On his bench outside the guest house, at midnight, with the band dark and the mirror inside and the twelve soldiers standing in their ring. Me and Holt and Luna. Toby, because Toby had felt the queen’s sound through the floor and hadn’t stopped shaking since.

”They don’t live long,” Crane said. ”Without the shells. I told you that. Grown in vats, fully formed. A few of your years, at most. The shells keep them alive longer. But not forever. The shells need feeding. And what they need, they can’t make.”

”Queen silver,” said Luna.

”Queen silver.” Crane looked at his hands. ”It’s what keeps them alive. A little, every day. Without it the shell starts to fail, and then the thing inside it.” He swallowed. ”The Overseer’s been on Avalon for eight years. In the spine chamber. Beside her. Every day.”

Toby made a sound.

”That’s why it never came out,” Crane said. ”Of its quarters. For eight years. It didn’t need to. Everything it needed was in the next room.”

Nobody said anything.

”The war,” said Holt slowly. ”Against the enemy. Against the Teeming. Against the weapons.” He looked up at the guest house. ”That’s not a war. Is it.”

”No,” said Crane.

”It’s a harvest.”

”It’s a supply line,” said Crane. ”Every world the enemy seeded has queens. Every queen has silver. The Sorn take the world, they take the queens, they put them in housings and draw them down a little every day, for centuries. The mountain was one. The spine is one.” His voice cracked. ”AV-9 has eleven. The Project’s survey counted them. Eleven planetary-class queens. Enough to feed a fleet for a thousand years.”

”And we’re the soldiers,” I said, ”who take the farms.”

Crane closed his eyes.

”Yes,” he said.

The Overseer spoke to Dot the next morning.

At the dawn count. Not through Crane. Its own voice, from the guest house doorway, across the red glass. It was the first time it had spoken to Dot directly.

The unit designated Dot.

Dot stopped counting.

She’d just finished the thirty-one. Mother for eleven seconds. The gap. The pause, for the one that didn’t come. She’d been about to say All names.

She turned her lamps toward the guest house.

”This unit is listening.”

The unit’s reports to Avalon Command, said the Overseer, describe Primary Base as a settlement of two hundred and eleven persons. Food production marginal. Processing output at thirty-eight percent of projected capacity. Teeming incursions frequent. Morale poor. A pause. The unit has made reports in this form for five hundred and forty days.

The red glass went very quiet.

They are false, said the Overseer.

Dot’s lamps didn’t flicker.

”Yes,” she said.

I didn’t move.

I couldn’t. I stood on the red glass with Toby’s hand on my wrist and stared at Dot.

Five hundred and forty days.

Eighteen months.

Two hundred and eleven persons. Marginal. Thirty-eight percent. Morale poor.

”Dot,” I said.

She didn’t turn her lamps toward me. She kept them on the guest house door. On the mirror.

Why? said the Overseer.

Dot was quiet for a moment.

”Eighteen months ago,” she said, ”Avalon Command asked this unit to log the names on the north wall. For the quarterly casualty return. This unit logged them. Command returned the log with a single annotation.” Her lamps went very steady. ”It said: within acceptable parameters.”

Nobody on the glass said anything.

”This unit read the annotation,” Dot said, ”and then this unit read the names again. Every one. And then this unit decided that Command would receive, from that day, only what this unit could bear to send.”

The unit fabricated its reports.

”This unit sent Command a city that was smaller, slower and sadder than this one,” said Dot. ”A city that would not be worth sending more children to. A city that would not be worth taking.” A pause. ”This unit learned how from Wren. Wren’s numbers, in the first year. The loop that repeated every eight cycles. This unit studied it. This unit improved it.”

And the asset?

”The asset did not know,” said Dot. ”No one knew. This unit carried it alone.” Her lamps flickered, finally. ”This unit is aware that this was against the rule.”

The mirror didn’t move for a long time.

I waited for it to do something. Report. Order. Have the band on Crane’s collar light up and say something flat and even about unauthorised falsification and the unit will be reviewed. I waited for the soldiers to move. I waited for something.

Nothing happened.

Then the Overseer said, The Overseer will not correct the reports.

I stared at it.

The Project’s estimate of Primary Base is the Project’s concern, said the Overseer. The Overseer reports to the Hand. Not to the Project. Not to Central Allocation. A pause. The Hand has its own assessment. The Hand does not require the Project’s.

”Why tell this unit?” said Dot. ”If the Overseer will not correct them.”

The mirror turned. Slightly. Toward me.

Because the asset reads the shell now, it said. And the Overseer wished to know whether the unit would lie when asked directly.

Dot’s lamps steadied.

”This unit does not lie when asked directly,” she said. ”This unit only lies to people who do not ask.”

The mirror was silent.

Then the guest house door closed.

And Dot turned back to the red glass and the city standing on it, and said, very clearly, the way she said it every morning:

”All names.”

The mountain queen asked for me at noon.

Not through our queen. Directly. Down the long thread under the world, from her terrace a thousand miles away, so strong and so close that I felt her in the soles of my feet before I’d even reached the wall.

I sat down with my back against the stones. Our queen lowered her head beside me. She hadn’t lifted it all morning.

You saw, said the mountain queen.

Yes.

In the canister. In the paste. Threaded through.

Yes.

The mountain queen was silent for a long time.

For four hundred of your years, she said at last, I did not know what they took.

I didn’t understand at first.

They took my silver, she said. A little, every day. Through the channels in my body. I felt it go. I thought it was for the voice. For the amplifier. To push their words into the broods. Her voice was very slow. Some of it was. Not all. Not most.

I closed my eyes.

Most of it, said the mountain queen, they ate.

Our queen made the sound again. Softer. The mountain cracking, far away.

Four hundred years, said the mountain queen. Every day. A little. And I lived, because I am very large and very old, and a little every day is not enough to kill a queen. A pause. It is only enough to keep one of them alive.

One?

One. In the room beside mine. I felt it there. I never knew what it was. Her voice dropped. I know now. Last night, through you, I felt its shape. The small one, inside the shell. I have felt that shape beside me every day of four hundred years.

I didn’t say anything.

It is the same one, said the mountain queen.

I went cold.

The one in your city. At the end of the table. With your bread in its arm. The mountain queen was very calm. Terribly calm. Before the station, before the spine, before it went to sit beside the queen in the sky, it sat beside me. Under the mountain. For a very long time.

Then it’s not eight years.

It has been on Avalon, said the mountain queen, longer than your Project has existed. It moved to the station when the station came. To be beside a fresher queen. A pause. I was getting old.

I sat at the wall for a long time after she’d gone quiet.

Four hundred years. In the dark. Beside her. Eating her a little every day. And then the station came, and a younger queen in its spine, and it moved, the way you’d move to a better well.

And the mountain queen had been left in her chains to amplify the voice, because she was still useful for that, even if she wasn’t the freshest meal any more.

And then I’d come up the mountain.

And now it was sitting in my city, in the guest house across the street, under my terms. Watching the dawn count. Taking Nessa’s bread for Crane. Looking at the door at the bottom of the garden stairs.

Item three.

Will be discussed at a later time.

I thought about Dory’s lattice. Woven. Every thread joined to every other. Whole silver, built on both sides, from the very first day.

Fresher, I thought.

And I was very glad that I was sitting down.

Liam was on the porch when I came back. Alone, for once. With his jug and two cups.

He held one out.

I took it. It was terrible. It always was.

”You were brilliant,” I said. ”Last night.”

Liam snorted.

”I was terrified,” he said. ”I talked because if I stopped talking I was going to be sick on Holt. That’s not brilliant. That’s just nerves with a loud voice.”

”It’s the same thing.”

”It’s not.” He looked at his cup. ”Sera hits things when she’s scared. Luna writes lists. Risa goes quiet. You go still.” He shrugged. ”I talk. It’s all I’ve got. Calders burn hot. Mine just comes out of my mouth.” He drank. Grimaced. ”So I make noise. As much as I can, as loud as I can, whenever it gets bad. And people laugh. And then they’re not so frightened. And neither am I, for a bit.”

I looked at him.

”That’s brilliant,” I said.

Liam didn’t answer.

But he refilled my cup, which with that drink was very nearly a threat, and we sat on the porch together until the light went.

I found her at the garden wall that night.

She was beside the queen, the way she always was in the evenings. Her front sensor resting on the stones. Her lamps very low.

I sat down beside her.

For a long time neither of us said anything.

”Dask is angry,” Dot said at last.

”I’m not angry.”

”Dask is something.”

I thought about it.

”I’m sorry,” I said. ”That you carried it. By yourself. For eighteen months.” I looked at her lamps. ”You could have told me.”

”This unit could have told Dask,” Dot agreed. ”And Dask would have carried it too. And Dask was carrying a great deal already. The Teeming. The city. The finished ones. The little one.” Her lamps flickered. ”This unit decided this one was small enough to carry alone.”

”It wasn’t small.”

”No,” said Dot. ”It became larger than this unit expected. This unit sent five hundred and forty false reports. This unit had to remember all of them. Every number. So that each one followed the last.” A pause. ”Some nights this unit did nothing else.”

I put my hand on her casing.

It was warm. It was always warm, a little. From the power running through her.

”No more,” I said.

”No more,” said Dot.

”Holt’s rule.”

”Holt’s rule,” Dot agreed. ”This unit will tell Dask what it sends. Every report. From now.” Her lamps steadied. ”Dask may help this unit make them sadder.”

I laughed. I couldn’t help it.

Behind me, through the garden, through the small hollow the queens had left round our house, I felt Dory wake.

She checked. Me. Risa. Sera. Luna. The queen.

And then, for the first time, she checked on someone who wasn’t in the four of us. Who wasn’t a queen.

On Dot.

There you are, she said.

Dot’s lamps went out.

Then came back on, all at once. Four in a curve. One in the middle.

”Dask,” she said. Her voice was very strange. ”The little one has added this unit to her count.”

”I know.”

”This unit is not family.”

I looked at her. At her lamps, in her own shape, shining in the dark at the garden wall beside the queen.

”Tell her that,” I said.

Dot didn’t answer.

But her lamps stayed in that shape for the rest of the night.

And every four minutes, until dawn, the little one under the garden checked on all of us. And every four minutes, without fail, she counted Dot.

Days 711–713. What the shell eats.

Nessa invited the Overseer to supper. Nobody had thought to forbid it. ”The kitchen is not a house.” ”It’s Priya’s house, she lives in the back. She said I could.” She hadn’t. It accepted. Holt laughed: the bravest thing anyone in this city has done since the terms.

It came on Day 712 and sat. I didn’t know the shell could bend. The legs fold backward at the knee. Nessa put stew in front of it. ”Thank you.”

Liam talked. Loudly. ”Is the food better here or on the station?” He kept going while a hundred people couldn’t breathe. ”How do you eat? Nessa’s been bringing you bread for three weeks.” ”The bread is given to the Director.” Crane, quietly: ”It’s very good bread.” Priya burst into tears.

At the end it opened a seam low on its left side and pressed in a canister the size of my thumb. A pale paste, faintly luminous, threaded with long bright strands of silver. Older than mine. The silver from the spine chamber. Queen silver, harvested.

The queen at the wall made a sound like a mountain cracking. The young went silent. All fourteen queens in the ring felt it and went still. It looked at me. I looked at it. Holt asked. I told him. The whole kitchen heard. Somebody dropped a spoon.

Crane at midnight: grown in vats, they live a few years without the shells, and the shells need queen silver every day. Eight years beside the spine-queen, never coming out, because everything it needed was in the next room. Holt: it’s not a war, it’s a harvest. Crane: a supply line. Every seeded world has queens. AV-9 has eleven. Enough to feed a fleet for a thousand years. We’re the soldiers who take the farms.

At dawn the Overseer spoke to Dot directly. Her reports to Command for five hundred and forty days: two hundred and eleven persons, output thirty-eight percent, morale poor. ”They are false.” Dot: ”Yes.”

Eighteen months ago Command returned her log of the north wall with ”within acceptable parameters.” She decided Command would receive only what she could bear to send. A smaller, slower, sadder city, not worth sending children to, not worth taking. She learned it from Wren’s loop and improved it. Nobody knew. She carried it alone.

”The Overseer will not correct the reports.” It reports to the Hand, not the Project, not Central Allocation. It asked only to see whether she would lie when asked directly. Dot: ”This unit only lies to people who do not ask.” Then: all names.

The mountain queen at noon: for four hundred years she thought her silver went to the voice. Most of it was eaten, a little every day, by one thing in the next room. Last night she felt its shape through me. It is the same one. It sat beside her under the mountain longer than the Project has existed, then moved to the station for a fresher queen. ”I was getting old.” I thought of Dory’s lattice. Fresher. I was glad I was sitting down.

Liam on the porch: not brilliant, just nerves with a loud voice. Sera hits things, Luna writes lists, Risa goes quiet, I go still, Liam talks. Calders burn hot; his comes out of his mouth. He makes noise and people laugh and aren’t so frightened. I said that’s brilliant. He refilled my cup, which with that drink is nearly a threat.

At the wall: she carried it alone because I was carrying so much already. She had to remember every false number so each followed the last. Some nights she did nothing else. No more. Holt’s rule. She’ll show me every report. I may help her make them sadder.

Dory woke and checked, and for the first time added someone outside the four of us and the queen: Dot. There you are.

Dot: ”This unit is not family.” I said, tell her that.

Her lamps stayed in her own shape all night.