Scarecrow

Dot learned the difference between lost and taken before we did.

We had been using the same little picture for both.

A person. An empty place beside the other people. A line leading away.

On Day 527, the queen refused it.

Not angrily. She simply moved our marker back, placed one of her young beside it, and put a broken bracket between them.

Then she moved the young away while the strand beside the first marker stayed still.

Dot watched through the hand at the shelf.

When the record came back, she asked us to play that part again.

“This unit has been translating absence,” she said.

Luna leaned over the table.

“What should it be?”

“There are two meanings. One is somewhere else and sought. The other is held away by another.”

“Lost,” Risa said. “And taken.”

Dot’s rivers moved slowly.

“Yes.”

We made two new pictures.

It seemed like a small improvement that morning.

The queen’s language wasn’t made only of sounds.

Frequency mattered. Timing mattered. So did the path a signal took through silver and the pattern that told the listener who had sent it.

We had known pieces of that for months.

Dot was beginning to fit them together.

A distinction she’d once mistaken for a name turned out to change a statement into a question. Another separated something happening now from something remembered.

She tested those discoveries against things we could point to.

Full container. Empty container.

Gate open. Gate closed.

Young here. Young brought back.

The queen corrected her.

Patiently, most of the time.

Once she swept three of our pictures aside and began again with an arrangement so simple that Sera laughed when we understood it.

“She thinks we’re making it difficult on purpose.”

“This unit is not,” Dot said.

“I know.”

“This unit wishes that to be clear.”

We began again.

Luna proposed the broadcast two days later.

We had another empty shelter on the search map and no way of knowing whether its people had gone ten miles away or a hundred.

The mirrors worked where someone could see them. A person beneath a roof of green could spend every daylight hour looking in the wrong direction and never know we were there.

“We use the tower,” Luna said.

I looked at her.

She knew what I was remembering.

“We know the old broadcasts brought them,” I said.

“Yes.”

“I kept calling anyway.”

“I know that too.”

The first ring around the canyon. The three hundred and eighty bodies coming inward. The forge floor beneath my cheek.

Those weren’t things either of us had forgotten.

But there were people out there who might still have receivers. People who couldn’t walk far enough to find our water caches.

“We thought the signal told them where we were,” Luna said. “We never knew what else it meant.”

She put the map beside the old transmitter notes.

“So we ask before we do it. And we begin small.”

We showed the queen the tower picture.

The human marker at Scarecrow.

Others beyond the ridge.

Call. Hear. Come.

Dot could ask those things now, with the pictures beside the words.

The queen moved her strand along the route between the human figures and returned to the symbol we’d begun using for people lost and sought.

Then touched the place beside our camp.

Luna nodded.

“Yes. Bring them here.”

The queen agreed to the search.

That was what she understood.

It was what we understood her to understand.

None of us had a clear word for the power of a transmitter, or the width of the band it would put into the living silver beneath the green.

We thought we’d explained the call.

We had explained the wish behind it.

Those were not the same thing.

I would remember that afterward with a precision I wished I’d had before.

The first low-power calls produced nothing we could recognize as an answer.

They were short. A few words, followed by a long interval of listening.

No automatic repetition.

Dot watched the local contacts. Corr remained at the upper meeting shelf with the guide while we tried them.

No alarm came back.

The old tower itself still stood. We used its antenna through a checked connection from the upper camp, keeping people away from the damaged lower rooms.

Risa inspected the switching arrangement. I repaired ordinary metal where the exposed joins needed it.

The high-power setting remained disconnected until we had finished the smaller trials.

We knew we were taking a risk when we connected it.

We thought the risk was attracting attention.

We had prepared to stop calling if the nearby brood objected.

We had not understood how far the hurt would travel before an objection could reach us.

Risa found me alone that evening.

I was putting the transmitter drawing away when she closed the door behind her.

Not firmly.

Carefully.

“Lucas.”

I looked up.

She stayed beside the door for a moment, then crossed the room and sat on the bed.

“I need to tell you something. I don’t know it for certain yet.”

I put the drawing down.

“What is it?”

She looked at her hands.

Then at me.

“I think I might be pregnant.”

For a moment, everything in the room remained exactly where it had been, and I couldn’t understand why it felt as though the floor had moved.

Risa watched my face.

“Say something.”

I sat beside her.

“All right.”

She gave a short, nervous laugh.

“That was technically something.”

I took her hand.

“I’m here. I’m trying to catch up.”

Her fingers tightened around mine.

“So am I.”

She was late.

Late enough that she’d stopped explaining it to herself as simply another uneven week. There had been a few mornings when food smelled wrong, and tiredness she couldn’t quite place.

None of that made her certain.

She knew it. I knew it.

We sat with the possibility between us anyway.

“Can you tell?” she asked.

I thought about how easy it would be to make confidence sound like comfort.

“I don’t know how reliably I could recognize it this early. I don’t want to give you an answer because you need one and I want to have it.”

She nodded slowly.

“We can talk to Toby,” I said. “Work out what we can actually confirm.”

“Yes. Just not with everyone standing around.”

“Of course.”

She looked at me for another long moment.

“Are you frightened?”

“Yes.”

“Me too.”

I touched her cheek.

“I’m not frightened of being here with you.”

Her eyes filled before she could look away.

I held her while she decided whether she wanted to laugh or cry.

In the end, she did a little of both.

We told Sera and Luna when they came in.

Risa did the telling.

I stayed beside her and let the words belong to her.

Sera put down the cup she was carrying with great care.

Luna sat immediately.

“Not certain?” she asked.

“Not yet,” Risa said.

“All right.”

For a while, the four of us asked small questions and admitted we didn’t have most of the answers.

Nobody turned a possibility into an announcement for the camp.

Nobody began deciding a whole life on Risa’s behalf.

Sera took her other hand.

“Whatever the answer is, we find out together.”

Risa looked at her.

Then at Luna.

Luna moved closer and put an arm around her shoulders.

I had pictured future mornings with them.

A house. Books. Ordinary meals.

I hadn’t pictured how suddenly the future could arrive and sit on our bed while we were still trying to understand it.

That night, Risa fell asleep holding my hand.

I stayed awake longer than I should have.

The broadcast went out on Day 530.

After breakfast. After Sera’s treatment. After the watches had checked the marked approaches and Corr had confirmed the guide was at the shelf.

One short high-power call.

Then silence and listening.

Luna held the microphone.

“This is Scarecrow. Survivors seeking survivors. We have shelter, water, and medical help. If you can hear this, answer with your position or any landmark you know.”

She released the switch.

The transmitter fell quiet.

For two breaths, there was only the receiver hiss.

Then Dot’s rivers stopped.

All four colours.

Her fine hand closed around the edge of the table.

“Disconnect,” she said.

Risa was already reaching for the cut-off.

The power broke.

“Not another call,” Dot said.

Luna put the microphone down.

“What happened?”

From the lower path came a hard scraping sound.

The guide was climbing toward us faster than I’d ever seen it move.

It reached the water shelf and struck one limb across the path.

Stop.

Again.

Stop.

“We stopped,” Luna said.

The guide couldn’t use her words.

It could see Risa lifting the disconnected lead and holding it clear.

Dot moved between them, her rivers beginning again in short broken runs.

“This unit received distress from below.”

“The queen?” I asked.

“Yes.”

“From the broadcast?”

Dot didn’t answer immediately.

Then the northern watch called.

Movement beyond the crossing.

Another call followed from the east.

Then a third from the western shoulder, where the green had begun moving in lines too deliberate to be wind.

Luna looked toward the tower.

Then at the microphone lying on the table.

“Keep it dead,” she told Risa.

She was already turning toward the camp when the next report came.

Three groups.

All coming inward.

This time, we didn’t mistake them for one command.

The groups moved at different speeds. Held different distances between their lines. Stopped at different places along the marked approaches.

Dot compared the patterns she could receive without answering them.

“Three broods,” she said. “Not the one below us.”

Our queen’s guide remained beside the water shelf.

It wasn’t advancing on the transmitter now.

It had turned toward the approaching lines.

Luna began giving orders.

People who needed help moving went into the protected upper shelters. Clear the routes between them. Bring water inside. Leave the lower passages open for the allied brood.

No fire into the green.

No pursuit beyond the boundary.

No one was to take a raised blade as permission to begin a battle we might still stop.

Holt took the map table and the watch reports.

He stayed seated because he could do the work from there.

His voice carried without anyone needing to carry him to a wall.

I went to the broad approach below the sleeping bays.

The ground there was ordinary stone, visible from the upper edge.

I made a barrier.

Not a sealed prison around our own people. A curved wall across the exposed approach, with the protected route behind it left open.

The work rose cleanly beneath my attention.

I found the places that needed to carry the load and built strength through them, the way the queen had taught me.

Less wasted force.

More room left to think.

I made a second low barrier where the eastern path opened toward the shelters.

Then stopped to look at what lay beyond both.

I could see living bodies coming through the green.

I remembered how easily I had once looked inside bodies like those and ended them.

My hands shook.

I put them on the new stone and kept them there.

This time, I was going to look for another thing to change first.

Sera and Liam took positions where they could protect the approaches without putting flame across our allies’ route.

Sera wasn’t alone and wasn’t being asked to hold a whole front through an illness we hadn’t cured.

Luna stood above the western turn, ice forming across the exposed ground in a broad pale warning.

Not under anyone’s feet yet.

Risa stayed at the disconnected transmitter with Dot, checking that nothing remained feeding the mast.

She looked at me once across the camp.

I looked back.

There were things we hadn’t told Toby yet. A future we hadn’t confirmed. Fear I couldn’t afford to put into every decision she made.

She lifted the dead lead so I could see it.

I nodded.

Then we both went back to the work in front of us.

The approaching broods reached the edge of the marked ground.

Stopped.

Spread.

I could hear their feet on stone.

Our allies came up from below.

Not one guide this time.

A line of Teeming emerged from the carrier passage and moved between the human shelters and the three approaching groups.

Some were smaller than the ones facing them.

None turned toward us with blades raised.

The guide took the middle of the line.

Behind it, more of the queen’s people moved along the open route we’d left, filling the gaps where our new walls ended.

The queen was keeping her part of the agreement.

She had sent her brood to defend Scarecrow.

Liam looked down from his position.

“Lucas.”

“I see them.”

He lowered one burning hand enough that the nearest ally wasn’t standing between him and the light.

Across the boundary, a heavy Teeming lifted its forelimbs.

The guide answered.

The sound that passed between them wasn’t a voice I could understand.

Dot could understand more of it than she had that morning.

She looked toward the lower passage.

“She is speaking to their queens.”

The exchange didn’t happen all at once.

There were pauses.

Responses from three directions.

A movement forward on the eastern side that made Luna’s fingers tighten and sent ice another handspan across the bare ground.

Then our guide stepped into the gap.

Stopped the movement.

Waited.

Dot’s voice came from beside the transmitter.

“The accusation is injury.”

“What injury?” Luna asked.

A pause.

“The calling.”

I looked at the mast.

Dot’s rivers ran faster.

“Not words. Not your message. The force of it.”

The radio had been quiet for minutes.

The three broods were still there.

Whatever we’d done, turning the switch off hadn’t instantly made it stop being real.

The guide lowered itself toward the ground. Our allies held their line.

A strand from the queen reached the upper passage behind them, pale against the dark stone.

I had never seen it come so close to daylight.

Dot listened.

Then spoke slowly, correcting herself once.

“She says we were calling for missing members of our brood.”

Luna looked at her.

“Our friends?”

“Yes. The distinction is lost and sought. Not taken. Not a command to attack.”

The three groups remained still.

The queen’s strand touched the picture Corr had brought up from the model shelf.

Human figures.

Scarecrow.

A line leading home.

Dot listened again.

“She says we do not know how loudly we strike the listening.”

I swallowed.

“Tell her we know now. Tell her it stays off.”

Luna came down from the western position far enough to stand where all three fronts could see her.

She held the microphone by its disconnected cable.

Put it on the ground.

Stepped away.

Risa laid the separate power lead beside it.

No gesture could have carried the whole apology.

Those carried the part we could prove.

The queen kept speaking.

Not ordering.

One of the other broods shifted back first.

The northern group remained.

The western line withdrew only far enough to stop standing on the path our own people used.

Three decisions, arriving separately.

Dot translated what she could.

Our queen had told them about the humans beneath her protection.

About the repaired nursery crossing.

About the young we’d freed from the water.

About the three missing humans her people had helped bring home.

We had a brood, she said.

Scattered. Hurt. Calling in ways we did not understand because we were trying to find our own.

We were not the owners of the old cages.

At that last part, Dot went very still.

Then the northern line lowered its blades.

I felt the change in the camp before anyone spoke.

A hundred small movements made by people who’d been holding themselves ready for a blow.

Luna kept the ice where it was until the last group had begun to turn.

Then she let it soften.

Nobody bled.

I counted that first.

No human injury. No Teeming cut down in front of our walls. No young left without the people who’d come to defend them.

The three broods withdrew beyond the border, each by its own route.

Our allies remained until the watchers confirmed the approaches were clear.

Then the guide went to the dead microphone.

Touched it once.

Raised the stop limb again.

Luna nodded.

“Yes,” she said.

Dot gave the answer in a form the guide could understand.

The queen’s strand withdrew into the upper passage.

Her people followed, leaving a few near the crossing until our watches had settled.

I sat down against the wall I’d made.

My leg ached. My hands were still shaking.

The wall was sound.

It had done exactly what I’d needed it to do.

Give us time to avoid using the things I could have done after it.

We didn’t switch the transmitter on to test the explanation.

There were records from the broadcast. There were the queen’s responses. There were Dot’s observations of the silver reacting before the broods began to move.

We had enough hurt to study without making more.

Risa and Dot compared the outgoing signal with the patterns Dot used for speech.

The frequencies were not identical in every part.

They didn’t have to be.

The high-powered transmission put energy across a range the Teeming’s silver could receive, and the living connections carried the disturbance farther than the ordinary ground alone would have done.

Our human receivers separated out a voice.

The queens received something closer to a sustained blow across the parts of themselves through which their broods spoke.

Not ordinary sound.

Not simply loudness in the air.

A disturbance in the medium their nervous systems used to reach one another.

Dot looked at the old tower logs.

Then the record from that morning.

“This unit understands the injury now.”

I shut my eyes.

I remembered every hour I’d called.

The next morning, we took our explanation below.

The queen was alive.

Moving.

Her strands answered the guide, and the nursery water still ran through its channel.

I had needed to see those things before I could sit down.

Luna placed the transmitter picture beside the one for pain.

Then the old record of the first calls from the tower.

Dot asked the question carefully.

The answer came with the queen’s own memory of the disturbance.

Not a scene I could look into.

A patterned account Dot received and translated in pieces, with the queen correcting her through the model when words weren’t enough.

The first strong broadcasts had hurt the nearby queens.

Repeatedly.

The attacking groups had come to stop the source.

I had seen the movement passing along their silver and decided that meant one mind controlling every body.

I had been looking at messages.

I had called their response hunger, strategy, hatred.

I hadn’t known I’d been hurting them every time I tried to find my friends.

I thought of the forge.

The blade opening the back of my thigh.

The vessel I had seamed while the thing stood over me.

Then I thought of the bodies I’d left around the canyon.

Understanding why it happened didn’t make any of it unhappen.

Luna sat beside me.

Her hand closed around mine beneath the edge of the table.

“We didn’t know,” she said.

“No.”

“We do now.”

I nodded.

The queen moved a strand toward the picture of the transmitter.

Then toward the broken bracket.

Then back to the transmitter.

Dot listened for a long time.

“There is another distinction,” she said.

I looked up.

“This kind of pain has been used before.”

The chamber seemed to grow colder.

The queen touched the bracket again.

Then moved the little young marker away from the figure of the queen.

Lost.

Taken.

This time, we knew which one she meant.

It took days to understand what she was telling us.

Day 532. Day 533. Again on Day 535, with different drawings because one of our questions had made two entirely different things sound like one.

Dot learned faster now because the words belonged to a structure she was beginning to recognize.

Questions had answers that could be checked against other answers.

Before. After.

Remembered. Witnessed.

My brood. Another brood.

A thing held captive so that someone else would obey.

The queen had access to memories passed between queens, but she was not every queen who had ever lived. She separated the account of her own brood from older records received from others.

Dot kept that separation in her translation.

The story was old.

Much older than the war Holt remembered.

When we compared the queen’s repeated season markers with the counting we’d already taught each other, the scale became clear.

Hundreds of years.

The Sorn and the Teeming had been at war for hundreds of years.

Earth had not been the beginning.

The Sorn mark came from our drawings.

The same short sequence on the panel, the fragment, the gray structure beneath the queen’s plate.

She did not use it as her name.

She associated it with the frames around the living silver. The vessels that carried the frames. The taking of young.

We had found the same writing in different places and struggled to decide what that meant.

Now she gave us the part we’d been missing.

Some of those marks were put there by the people who built the housings.

Some were on things they had captured and fitted into those housings.

Possession was not origin.

The Sorn had learned to harvest the silver from queens.

Not mine it from a mountain.

Take it from living bodies.

Pieces that could remain active after being removed. Pieces that could be grown, divided, enclosed, and made to carry a signal where the Sorn wanted it to go.

I thought about Mother’s vial.

Dot’s cores.

The dark fragment turning toward the queen’s strand after we freed it.

The word material became unbearable.

The young were part of the weapon.

Not merely the source of more silver.

The threat.

The queen showed it again because we had not wanted to understand the first time.

A brood taken away.

A queen made to receive what happened to them.

A gate opened when she obeyed.

Closed when she refused.

The Sorn had used pain too. Signals driven through captive silver. Limits imposed through the same connections that let a queen know her young were near.

But the simplest command was older than any machine.

Do what we ask, or the ones you love will suffer.

Risa sat very still beside me.

I felt her fingers tighten around the edge of the bench.

I covered them with my hand.

The queen’s strand remained beside the separated markers.

She waited until Dot had understood.

Then she moved the captive queen’s marker toward a new world.

Behind it, the brood followed.

The Teeming had been made to attack other planets.

Broods sent ahead of the people holding them.

Queens carried in vessels or forced to guide their children from places they could not leave.

The Sorn made use of the same love they punished.

A queen could refuse an order from another queen.

She might not be able to refuse a captor holding her entire nursery.

That was how separate peoples could be turned into one army without ever becoming one mind.

I thought about Earth.

The ships in the war pictures. The things inside the hulls. The enormous piece of gray material Holt had called the bone because nobody had given him another word for it.

“Like Earth,” I said.

Dot turned her grille toward me.

“The queen does not know the human name of the world in the salvage account.”

“I know.”

“But she recognizes the use.”

The vessel.

The captive living silver.

A world beneath it.

The pattern was the same.

Holt’s history told us where that pattern had reached.

We brought him the account in sections.

He listened at the map table, alive and warm beneath the roof we’d built for ordinary work.

When I finished describing the harvest, he looked at his hands.

“I cleaned it,” he said.

I waited.

“Two years. Mud in the pits. Brushes. Hooks. All that work to bring it up without breaking anything they wanted.”

His fingers curled slowly against the table.

“I thought we were taking apart a weapon.”

“So did I.”

He looked toward Dot.

“And the spine?”

She hadn’t translated that part completely yet.

We told him so.

He nodded.

Then pushed the old drawing toward us.

“Ask.”

Not an order to hurry.

A request from a man who had spent two years beside something enormous and had never known whether it could feel his hands.

We took the drawing below.

The queen answered differently when she saw the whole length.

Not the short inscription.

The spine running down the middle of the Meridian, with the human structure built around it.

She touched her own circle on the map.

Then drew another around it.

Larger.

Then larger again, enclosing not one brood but the places where several broods lived.

Dot asked.

The queen corrected the question.

Dot asked again.

We spent most of that visit learning that greater did not mean ruler.

It meant reach.

Age.

A kind of queen whose living silver could carry exchanges across distances the smaller queens could not bridge alone.

A planetary queen.

Not one mind wearing all the others as limbs.

A living centre through which many separate minds could speak.

The spine had come from one of them.

A vast part of a planetary queen, harvested and kept active inside a ship.

I thought of Father beside the salvage.

It’s not a ship.

It’s a seed.

He had stood with his black eyes on the fog and known something I still didn’t fully understand.

The queen placed the spine drawing above the map.

Then sent her strands outward across the smaller circles.

Dot’s rivers ran in a pattern I hadn’t seen before.

“The response to the Meridian,” she said.

I looked at her.

“When it was above Avalon. When its presence reached the silver below.”

The queens had felt it.

Not merely a vessel arriving in orbit.

A voice large enough to belong to a world, bound into something that moved where its captors sent it.

Some had answered.

Some had warned their broods.

Some had remembered what followed such a presence and prepared to fight.

That was why the spine’s arrival had mattered to the ground beneath us.

That was why the dark had answered when the machinery above it spoke.

Our queen did not know every decision made by every brood.

She could not tell us the name of every captor or the present crew of the Meridian.

We kept those limits.

They did not make the things she did know smaller.

The Sorn had been taking silver and holding broods hostage for centuries.

The spine had been taken from a planetary queen.

Humanity had travelled to Avalon inside a structure built around part of a captive living being.

And the radio calls we’d used to find one another had struck a people whose captors already knew how to turn frequency into pain.

I sat in the chamber with the transmitter drawing beside the spine.

For a while, I couldn’t find a place to put my hands.

Then the queen moved the marker for Scarecrow beside her own.

Left it there.

She had told the other queens we were looking for our brood.

After everything she’d shown us, she still left the two markers together.

We changed the search before we made another call.

No broad high-power transmission along the ground.

The tower became a listening post while Risa and Dot studied the records. Mirrors carried the immediate messages. Our allied brood carried questions along routes we couldn’t use, with humans joining the searches where possible.

A future radio system would need a band and a power level the queens could tolerate, tested with them, not upon them.

If we couldn’t find one, we would find other ways.

We sent the warning to every human contact we could reach by mirror.

Briefly. Plainly.

Strong ground broadcasts injure local queens. Do not repeat our test. Use visual signals until we know more.

Luna signed the message with Scarecrow’s name.

Not an order from Primary Base.

An account of a mistake we’d made and didn’t want another camp to make in ignorance.

Then she went to the water shelf and helped Corr unload the containers the guide had brought back.

The alliance was still there.

We intended to deserve that.

Risa spoke to Toby privately on Day 531.

She told me afterward while we sat in our room.

He hadn’t given her certainty from symptoms. There were checks to make, time to account for, and things in our limited supplies to examine before promising a reliable answer.

She wanted him involved.

She didn’t want the camp discussing it yet.

I agreed.

That remained true through the days when we learned what the Sorn did with other people’s young.

On the night we finally understood the spine, I found her sitting on the edge of the bed with one hand resting against her middle.

She looked up when I came in.

“I don’t even know yet,” she said.

I sat beside her.

“I know.”

“And I’m already frightened for someone who might be there.”

I put my arm around her.

For a long time, I didn’t try to answer.

I’d spent the day learning how easily that fear could be used.

I wasn’t going to cover hers with a promise I couldn’t make true just by wanting it.

When Sera and Luna came in, Risa asked them to stay close.

They did.

Luna sat on the floor beside her knees. Sera settled on her other side.

We talked quietly.

About finding out.

About what Risa wanted now, which was sleep and company and a chance to stop making the same uncertain calculation alone.

About the possibility of a child in a place we’d been building mostly for people arriving hurt.

“We can build for other arrivals too,” Sera said.

Risa laughed, then wiped her face.

“Don’t start drawing a room yet.”

“I won’t.”

I looked at Sera.

She looked back.

“Neither will you.”

That made all of us laugh.

The sound mattered.

The future hadn’t become simple.

It had become something we could sit beside together, without handing it over to the fear of what someone else might do.

Day 538. What they heard.

High-power search call on Day 530. Stopped immediately after distress. Three neighbouring broods approached our borders independently.

Queen sent her brood to defend Scarecrow. Spoke to the other queens. Explained that we were seeking our own missing brood. Three separate withdrawals. No bloodshed.

Broadcast energy coupled into the silver used for communication. Caused pain. This explains the attacks after my first repeated tower calls. We knew we attracted them. We did not know we hurt them.

High-power ground transmitter disconnected. Listening, mirrors, joint searches. Any new radio method must be developed with the queens.

Dot’s understanding growing. Queen’s account describes centuries of war with the Sorn. Silver harvested from queens. Young held captive to force obedience and attacks on other worlds.

Spine taken from a planetary queen. Living part used inside a vessel. Smaller queens independent, but able to hear and recognize the greater presence above them. They reacted to a captive voice in orbit.

Holt alive. Asked the questions with us. All fifty-four people safe.

Risa thinks she may be pregnant. Not confirmed. Toby helping us find out. Sera and Luna know. No announcement.

We called for our friends.

Now we know what the people listening heard.