Rising Shards

I was pretty sure I was losing my mind. When we were alone in that hotel on vacation, I was pretty much on top for most of that adventure, and personality wise I felt it was really easy to slip into a dominant role, and Alix was very eager to be submissive. But here, where she’d barely started to get my pants off, I was whimpering at her every touch. She only just started to realize the effect she was having on me when she undid the buttons. I didn’t feel like I was confident and in control, and I kind of liked that feeling. It was vulnerable, and it did make me blurt out things I wasn’t remotely worried about before. This woman was making me a mess all around, I couldn’t think straight before we got to the sex, and now that we were getting to it, things were even more off-kilter.

”I...sorry, my legs are big right now,” I said as Alix peeled my pants down, getting them to my knees. ”I mean, I know I’m a bit big all around, probably gross, ugh, but I’m working out, trying to...at least...”

Where the hell was this coming from? I’d never talked to anyone like this. How’d I go from putting a collar on Alix to babbling about all my body insecurities during sex?

”Shhh,” Alix said, gently rubbing my now exposed thighs. Her warm smile was like hot cocoa in the middle of a blizzard. ”I think you’re beautiful and wonderful just as you are.” She kissed around some more. ”Er, probably not gonna bite as much what with the Kanibari fur dealio, but...I hope you’ll still...enjoy this performance!”

Her wording was horrible and probably would have killed the mood for anyone else, but I loved it. She pulled my panties down next, slowly moving back toward the center. She brushed her fingertips against me, and I was still so sensitive that I nearly came as soon as she got a finger in me. I’d never saw a hotter expression from anyone, one so wanting and lustful, eyelids drooping like I was prey to Alix as she moved back and forth inside me.

”I really do think you’re beautiful,” Alix said. ”I’m sorry you don’t feel that way, but you’re really gorgeous. Every curve makes me...real happy.”

It felt so good, my mind was going fuzzy. If I was less aroused at the moment, And Alix didn’t have her fingers in me, I’d probably be crying from how sweet she was being.

”And you’re one of the nicest people I’ve ever met, so whatever I can do to make you feel special, I’ll do,” Alix said.

Her gentle, supportive words as she fingered me had me going absolutely wild, my hips were bucking, I was whimpering out almost incoherently, which was good because I was probably saying the cringiest words ever spoken, but I didn’t care. I wanted more.

”Alix...” I begged.

”Hm?” Alix looked so smug now, it sent me over the edge.

I thought I was going to pass out, the orgasm I felt made me feel like I’d leapt off a cliff into sparkling waters with rainbow mists above them. I must’ve begged her to come closer while I was in the middle of that, because I came to with my lips on hers, me desperately grabbing onto her, not wanting to let this newly cherished person in my life go.