Quick Transmigration: Underdog Turns out to be Untouchable

Chapter 295: Chapter 295 Heavenly Master 2

At the moment of her death, Situ Shuangshuang, who had never regretted anything, regretted her impulsiveness and irritability, regretting that she arrogantly provoked a Ghost King without understanding its true nature, just because she was confident in her profound mana!

But what she regretted most was that her impulsive personality had implicated her master, who was the most beloved and closest person to her in the world. So, when she learned she had the chance to be reborn, Situ Shuangshuang agreed without hesitation, not even caring if she was being deceived.

Fortunately, the goddess who required Situ Shuangshuang to worship her did not deceive her. That goddess truly reincarnated her back to her childhood, but unfortunately, Situ Shuangshuang discovered something terrifying!

Because she died from impulsiveness in her previous life, in this life, Situ Shuangshuang decided she must change her impulsive and irritable nature. She wanted to become a calm and composed person.

However, having never thought about changing her personality in her past life, Situ Shuangshuang realized she couldn’t alter her impulsive and irritable nature when she wanted to in this life!

In life, friction always arises between people, leading to unpleasant events. Many people don’t take these things to heart. Even if they feel uncomfortable, they can comfort themselves, and they don’t become angry because of it.

But Situ Shuangshuang was like a firecracker filled with explosives; even the smallest displeasing thing could ignite her flame!

In the past, Situ Shuangshuang didn’t think her personality was hard to change, but when she truly wanted to change, she realized that every time she tried to suppress her temper, an indistinct, tempting feeling would arise from her heart!

The feeling was indescribable, yet it constantly tempted her to vent her anger! It urged her not to endure but to release it, arguing she would feel better if she released it. Why suffer grievances? Why tolerate them? Just release it, vent it!

Whenever that happened, Situ Shuangshuang’s reason became extremely fragile, her mind filled only with thoughts of venting her fury! She even forgot why she was angry, only focusing on venting! Destroying!

The more Situ Shuangshuang wanted to control herself, the more prone she became to anger. Right after being reborn, her temper was at its worst. Despite trying to suppress it, even a mere child bumping into her would cause her to erupt in a thunderous rage!

Luckily, during that time, even though Situ Shuangshuang had a bad temper, she was willing to apologize and coax those children’s parents with her charms, making them happy. And since she was only a few years old then, the adults didn’t hold it against her, even finding her fiery temper amusing; nobody paid much attention to it.

Others didn’t mind, but Situ Shuangshuang couldn’t ignore it because she knew that her mind wasn’t that of a child but an adult. If she continued to be impulsive and irritable, sooner or later, it would cost her master his life.

During those two years, to control her temper, Situ Shuangshuang tried every method, even persuading her master to let her practice at a temple, but with little effect. Finally, she resorted to drastic measures—engaging in three years of noble silence in the mountains!

While practicing noble silence, Situ Shuangshuang tried hard to minimize emotional fluctuations, aiming to keep her mind calm and untroubled at all times. Even if she couldn’t remain entirely calm, at least she would ensure she wouldn’t explode, maintaining a facade of calm.

To ensure she could maintain three years of noble silence, Situ Shuangshuang lived entirely in the mountains, almost cut off from the world. Seeing fewer people naturally meant fewer bouts of temper flare-ups. She endured through three difficult years of noble silence, yet the effect of restraining all emotions, keeping a calm mindset, was still minimal.

However, three years of isolation proved somewhat useful. Even though she couldn’t change her quick-trigger nature entirely, at least Situ Shuangshuang could suppress her unreasonable temper when others’ behavior wasn’t intentional.

To suppress and amend her impulsive and irritable character, Situ Shuangshuang refrained from speaking where possible, to avoid inexplicable anger from too much talking, avoided interacting with people to prevent sudden fits of wrath, and kept her expression icy, as coldness would distance people, reducing the chances of provoking her anger.

These painstaking restraints were effective; nowadays, at least the people around Situ Shuangshuang believe she is calm to the point of being emotionless. Even Chen Qi, her master, started to think so.

Situ Shuangshuang was reborn at the age of three, and now she was fifteen. After years of self-restraint, she could suppress her anger, maintaining a composed, emotionless ”iceberg” face, even when seething inside.

For example, at this moment, when Situ Shuangshuang arrived at school and entered the classroom, she saw her desk completely occupied by her deskmate. A surge of anger rose from her heart, making her want to beat up the unmindful deskmate!

In her previous life, whenever Situ Shuangshuang felt this way, she often followed her impulses. Being a practitioner of the Tao, she was adept in martial arts, so naturally, no one in school could contend with her.

After repeated rash actions, the students began to see Situ Shuangshuang as a demon king, avoiding her at all costs, fearing unknowingly angering her and getting beaten! If she weren’t perceived as a scholastic deity, the school would have intervened to expel her.

Though Situ Shuangshuang was no longer seen as a demon king, her reputation as an ”iceberg genius” still deterred others, along with having beaten a group of thugs blocking the door for money until they couldn’t rise from the ground.

Therefore, maintaining her icy demeanor, Situ Shuangshuang walked up to her desk, and her deskmate immediately cleared all the things that had occupied her space, even sycophantically wiped her side of the desk.

The ”volcano inside, iceberg outside” Situ Shuangshuang saw her deskmate’s tactful behavior, and the inexplicable anger finally dissipated.

Though satisfied internally, she remained outwardly indifferent. Situ Shuangshuang took off her backpack, casually sat down, and began to read, refraining from interacting or speaking with anyone.

Fortunately, everyone in school was aware of the scholar goddess’s personality; they wouldn’t dare to speak to Situ Shuangshuang if she remained silent. Despite her never losing her temper, every time they faced those cold, emotionless eyes, they couldn’t help but feel timid and anxious, not knowing why.