Hidden Marriage

Chapter 1375: You That I Love Most

Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation

Ning Xi put up a bitter smile. ”You can guess what happened afterwards. After I got pregnant, I thought it was Su Yanʼs child, so I insisted on keeping it. During that time, Su Yan went overseas for a long time and was only back when I was eight months into my pregnancy.

”After he came back, he told me the truth. It wasnʼt him that night. The child wasnʼt his. He revealed what Ning Xueluo did to me. He told me that he only lied to cover up what Ning Xueluo did to me.

”When Ning Xueluo told me the truth, I lost control and ran out onto the road and got hit by a car. The child was dead when it was born. This is probably the only kindness the heavens showed me. If not, I really wouldnʼt know how to face this child…”

All her past feelings were coming back to her. ”Do you know how I felt back then? The world crumbled around me…

”Both Ning Xueluo and Su Yan didnʼt know, but Iʼve doubted Su Yan from the very start. Although my memories were messed up that night, I can never forget the feeling…

”That strange man...was very scary. I felt pain... It was agonizing. I felt like I was going to die…

”After that time, I had a high fever for a whole week. I stayed in bed and only recovered after about a month. When I went to the doctor, I can never forget the embarrassment…

”The only thing that kept me going at that time was the thought that I had done it with Su Yan. I didnʼt want to think that that person wasnʼt my boyfriend.

”So, I kept on lying to myself until I couldnʼt anymore... And I paid the price.”

Ning Xi stopped for a bit, then continued, ”Afterwards, my fear towards men followed me everywhere. I hated men. That was my only experience with sex. I went to counseling for a very long time. It didnʼt help, but I didnʼt care anymore…”

As he was listening to Ning Xi, especially when she mentioned about the fear towards the strange man, Lu Tingxiaoʼs bloodlust surfaced. ”Whoʼs that man?

Ning Xi trembled a little. ”I donʼt know. I investigated for a very long time... There was no clue at all... Iʼm not sure if Ning Xueluo arranged it... Itʼs like the man didnʼt even exist in the first place…”

After she was done, Ning Xi looked lost. She just stared at the man in front of her. ”Iʼm finished. So, this is my past. Youʼre so good. Sometimes, I think... Itʼd be nice if you were a little more terrible…”

Lu Tingxiao frowned and looked at the girl in the eye. ”Ning Xi, Iʼm telling you this. You think Iʼm good because you love me! My first and only time was with some other woman, and I even...had a child, a black spot that can never be removed…”

”Nonsense! Little Treasure isnʼt a black spot!” Ning Xiʼs sense of loss was gone, replaced with a serious expression.

Lu Tingxiao smiled. ”Thatʼs right, to me, everything that has happened to you isnʼt as well. No matter what happened in your past, thatʼs all you, thatʼs what made the current you, the you that I love the most.”