Esper Harem in the Apocalypse

Chapter 863  Selfless Selfishness

”Do you have time to waste, Jane?” Lilim asked in a rather confident tone. ”I know you are just trying to stall so you donʼt have to confess. Itʼs still not too late, you know? Believe me, you will come to regret wasting this chance.”

Jane shrugged her shoulders with a confused look on her face and said, ”I havenʼt told her anything for months, so why would me not telling her for one more day make any difference?”

”Do what suits you better.”

”She got tossed from the second spot to tenth. Let her recover from that, Lilim,” Maria commented with a grin on her face.

”Ninth!” Jane hissed.

After noticing Angelica had gone silent, as though she was lost in a deep thought, Maria nudged Lilim and pointed her gaze at Angelica.

”Whatʼs wrong, Jess?” Lilim asked with a curious and concerned look on her face. ”I never thought I would see a day where you would seem so serious.”

Angelica chuckled softly and uttered, ”I was just wondering if moving to the castle was a good idea.”

”What do you mean? Of course, itʼs a good idea. We now have our own rooms and a bigger place for ourselves. We have more freedom and privacy.”

”Yes, but Rudy wonʼt be here all the time. And you know it.”

”Well, he has his own life and work to do. But that doesnʼt mean we should always be with him. And letʼs be honest, the more girls he gets in his harem, the less time he will spend with each girl.”

”I donʼt have a problem with that. I doubt his current harem can actually satisfy his daily libido. Donʼt misunderstand, I am not saying that we donʼt pleasure him or he is bored with our bodies. What I want to say is we canʼt keep up with his libido,” Angelica stated calmly.

”Most of his harem members are humans and humans canʼt keep up with him,” Lilim added.

”Exactly. Thatʼs why he has fucked the non-human girls more than the human girls. that we canʼt keep up with his libido? We are humans. We donʼt possess powers or a 14:41

tough body.”

The only human he has actually fucked until now is Miss Elena, Reina, and Maria.”

”That canʼt be true, right?” Jane asked with a surprised look on her face.

”I think it is,” Lilim nodded. ”I am not sure if he has other human girls, or someone he hasnʼt told us about yet.”

”Hey, why are you talking about humans like this?” Maria frowned. ”How is it our fault that we canʼt keep up with his libido? We are humans. We donʼt possess powers or a tough body.”

”No one is blaming humans, Maria,” Lilim calmed her down. ”We are just saying that he should get more non-humans in his harem if he wants to satisfy his libido.”

”...”

”He wonʼt come to us and say that ʼYou girls canʼt satisfy me.ʼ but itʼs obvious if you think about it. We all always pass out while having sex because of intense pleasure and he is left unsatisfied.”

All the girls present there averted their gazes— except Vriti and Ruby, who hadnʼt tasted Rudyʼs sausage yet.

Ruby watched the girlsʼ reaction and found it amusing.

”If he had stayed loyal to one girl only, she would have died by now,” she commented. ”You girls should give credit to Angelica, who convinced Rudy to have a harem.”

”We would have if…” Lilim turned to Angelica and continued, ”If that was her intention. The reason she asked Rudy to have a harem was quite selfish, actually. She even fooled Rudy by stating a sensible reason, which wasnʼt her main motive.”

”You are not supposed to reveal that, Lilim,” Angelica groaned.

”Wait, what is she talking about?” Maria asked curiously.

”You see, when she had possessed Rudy, she watched the porn Rudy was jerking too. And it was her first time. We all know how it feels when we watch the porn for the first time. We get butterflies in our stomachs and we naturally have the urge to masturbate.

Rudy had watched a lot of porn after he saved Angelica from the tunnel and she was watching with him, oblivious to Rudy. He had even gone to Ericʼs house to play an eroge game where he completed all the routes, including the harem route.

For those unaware, the eroge games usually have questionable stuff in it. Like incestuous relationships and other hentai tags.

Angelica, who was like a clear disk, consumed all the porn and adult stuff in the span of two to three days and corrupted her disk, only to become a pervert. She was dying to relieve her sexual tension, but she didnʼt know how.

No one could see or touch her, until she devised a plan to seduce Rudy, who— just like her— was sexually pent up. She thought Rudy would naturally feel attracted to her if they shared a closed space, but that didnʼt happen.

She realized Rud only loved one girl— Elise, and he still loved her. He was ready to wait for her for years.

If that truly happened, Angelica would be nothing but a wandering ghost in Rudyʼs house. She knew she had to do something, but she couldnʼt just go to him and ask him to fuck her. That was unreal and guaranteed failure.

Then she remembered how the eroge game Rudy played had a harem route as well. All the other routes had a one-girl ending and the main character was loyal to that girl and even rejected the other girls who confessed to him.

Fortunately, the harem route solved that problem and all the girls were okay with sharing the main character. But it seemed outrageous to Angelica. The idea of sharing the man she loved left her distressed.

However, she knew that there was no other chance. To stay with Rudy forever, she convinced herself to allow Rudy to have a harem. And thus, she used the most logical excuse to convince Rudy.

Of course, the excuse was the truth, and Rudy was able to save the girls from their demise. To be honest, if it wasnʼt for Angelica, I donʼt think we would be sitting here as a group of girls who have the same lover, hungry for his love and dick.”

”You promised you would keep it a secret if I told you.” Angelica shook her head in disbelief with a disappointed look on her face.

”We are still grateful to you, though,” Lilim smiled.

”I agree.” Jane leaned back and haughtily said, ”If we had to vote on who should be the Queen of Rudyʼs harem, I would vote for you.”