Death Guns In Another World

Chapter 1164 - 1081: Forbidden Feelings 1

Saeko had finally met up with Gracier and the girls were sitting around a bonfire after eating, Saeko was busy flipping through the pages of her novel, and the curious Gracier could not help but ask her.

ʼʼSaeko what are you reading for a while?”

ʼʼAn interesting story about siblings,ʼʼ Saeko responded, her eyes still on the page she was reading.

ʼʼWow! Iʼm interested all of sudden, can I also read it.ʼʼ Gracier said as she approached Saeko who smiled.

ʼʼSure!ʼʼ Saeko nodded while inwardly thinking the test has begun. She gave Gracier a quick summary of the story, itʼs a story about a certain crimson empress. In the empressʼs youngest days, she had a half-brother, Elliott.

Currently, the girls were reading a chapter where Elliott was talking with his uncle about her sister and why their father the emperor seemed to hate him, the crown prince.

{... Elliottʼs expression became wry as he mumbled, ”No...that canʼt be possible. Sure, Elena is way more talented than me, but she still doesnʼt even seem to behave as if she will be the empress in the future. And I donʼt believe she is the cunning type.”

He then let out a sigh of helplessness as he continued, ”Even if thatʼs true, I donʼt mind if she becomes the empress. At least that way, she would be a way better ruler than my father. Elena might appear distant, but she is kind as well. I am sure she would treat our people well, including my mother.”

He thought back to how Elena agreed to his request of looking after his mother whenever possible, which he never expected her to accept.

Over the years, as Elena and he grew older, the less she interacted with anyone else other than answering anything people asked her. Even he didnʼt get to talk much with her but only kept seeing her from afar like a mortal gazing upon the goddess.

However, he remembered how cheerful she was before her mother died and also used to play games with him. At that time, she was as cute as a fairy.

And, now, she had matured into an ice fairy, possessing a beauty that could make oneʼs soul flutter and power that could make seas dance to her tune.

Elliott guessed that the reason Elena became reticent was probably due to her motherʼs death, especially if she was unable to move on. In fact, he could imagine himself in her shoes, thinking how he would feel if he suddenly lost his mother, and couldnʼt help but feel his heart becoming heavy thinking about anything bad happening to his mother.

So, he didnʼt mind even if she talked to him as if he was a stranger. But at the same time, he felt ashamed that he couldnʼt make himself ask her if she was facing any problems or how he can help her.

He felt like she had this cold and intangible barrier around her that kept people away....a barrier no one could pass through unless she deemed that person was worthy.

So far, he had yet to know if she even had anyone of her age to talk to.

Conrad their uncle raised one of his brows, ”Oh, how should someone who is going to become the ruler of this empire behave? What do you actually know about Elena? Nobody knows much about her, probably not even her own father.”

He then continued in a low voice, ”Besides, I know you are seeking the forbidden fruit, making you blind to whatever she does and says.”

Arthur frowned, ”I donʼt understand what you are saying.”

Conrad sighed, ”Elliott my nephew,.how can you hide such things from your own uncle? I practically raised you when you were just a kid. I know the way you look at her each time you see her. Your expression might not change, but your eyes always get dazed before her presence as if your soul is somewhere else. Sure, she is an otherworldly beauty that could stun any man.

But you had seen her umpteen times, and still, your eyes appear as if you are yearning for her. Thatʼs not all. Your gaze towards her becomes tender and soft, as if you are already seeing her as your lover.

”And that is one of the signs of being lovesick. I have lived for all these years by passing your age as well, so how could I not know?”

Seeing the shaken-up expression of his nephew, Conrad inwardly smiled and continued with an understanding tone, ”Since you are inherently an innocent and kind-hearted prince, you donʼt have much experience with these things considering you never even went out with a woman before.”

Elliott pulled back his thoughts and said in a defensive tone while clutching his fists, ”Uncle is a misunderstanding. Elena is my sister. How could I even look at her like that? Even if you saw me looking at her like that, it was because I considered her my sister and also because of my admiration for her. After all, what I feel for her is just the love of a sibling and nothing more.”

Elliott felt as if his heart just dropped hearing his uncleʼs words which made his buried feelings surface again from the depths of his heart. The more Conrad prodded his thoughts, the more he realized that his words were true, making him feel like stabbing himself for having such feelings.

He had always denied those feelings and thought that they would disappear on their own once he ignores them. But each time he saw Elena, those feelings would just burst out of his heart, threatening to destroy his inner peace.

Despite how confident and calm Elliottʼs words seemed, Conrad could notice the ripple in his eyes, making him scoff inwardly.

Conrad said in a comforting tone as he held Elliotʼs shoulders, ”Elliott, you donʼt have to feel bad about having such feelings towards her. You do know that our imperial family mostly only married from within the family to preserve the bloodline. Even your mother is blood-related to your father. The only exception was Elenaʼs mother.

But I guess considering her beauty which only lost to her daughter, how could your father hold himself back?”

Conrad wasnʼt saying empty words as he still remembered the day he saw Elenaʼs mother and he was tempted to make her his woman. The only reason he didnʼt approach her was only because of his brother, the emperor.

He thought he had already experienced the best women out there but Elenaʼs mother turned that thought upside down even though she wasnʼt as beautiful as Elena.

Even though Elena was the more beautiful one, he for some reason couldnʼt dare to look at her crimson eyes as if he was afraid she would be able to peer into his soul and bring out all his inner thoughts.

Sometimes he felt ashamed at himself that a powerhouse like him would easily get intimidated by a young girl.

Elliott wasnʼt surprised as he knew about this fact, but such incestual marriages were not common when compared with other ordinary families.

He also knew that Elenaʼs mother was basically an outsider that his father chanced upon. It was rumored that the strongest emperor who was indifferent to blood, battles, and women couldnʼt help but fall for Elenaʼs mother.

Elliott also knew that his mother was the empress consort, but when Elenaʼs mother came into the picture, his father didnʼt even hesitate to remove his mother from her position and give the title of empress consort to Elenaʼs mother.

Still, he didnʼt have any hard feelings towards Elena because of that since it wasnʼt her fault.

But that was the time when he felt indignation towards his father for treating his mother like carpet, stepping on her, and throwing her away after he was done with her.

At that time, he also felt angry towards Elenaʼs mother for barging into his family, thinking that she seduced his father to make her the empress consort.

This was also why his mother, took the suicidal risk of increasing her strength using pills because his father told her that she had to prove herself if she wanted to continue to keep her status.

And that was how she ended up with her present condition. Still, Elliottʼs opinion of Elenaʼs mother changed when she even apologized to him and treated him like her own son.

However, when Elena was still a young child, he was surprised when he heard that Elenaʼs mother suddenly died due to some inexplicable reason.

He wondered how such a kind, healthy and gentle woman died just like that, especially when her husband was the strongest person on the continent.

Reeling back his thoughts to Conradʼs words, he indeed knew that incestual marriages were a thing and that probably his father even planned to make him wed one of his cousins.

There was no way his father would make him wed Elena since he announced that no one in the Dawn Continent was worthy of becoming her husband.

Just like others, he was shocked as well but at the same time felt that it made sense considering how even he felt inferior before her.

Conrad continued, ”Of course, such marriages are not common among commoners since they think that some complications can arise from incestual marriages. But unlike them, because of our cultivation, such issues would never surface. Otherwise, our ancestors would have warned us about such things.”

Elliott, however, shook his head and decided to come clean, ”You are right, uncle. Maybe I harbor some unwanted feelings toward Elena, but those are heavily one-sided, and I am completely sure that Elena doesnʼt feel the same at all. So, I would rather ignore these inappropriate thoughts instead of making things worse.”

He continued thinking back to what Conrad said before, ”And no, these feelings donʼt make me blind. I have seen her grow up and know her nature. So, I donʼt think she is a calculative and cunning woman like you said.”

ʼʼSo you do like her?” Conrad asked with a smile.

ʼʼYes!” Elliott responds honestly.}

ʼʼHow can he have feelings for this sister?” Saeko said as she violently slammed the book, closing it.

ʼʼHuh? Why are you reacting like this? Is there a problem liking your sister or brother?” Gracier who couldnʼt understand asked and Saeko smirked and raised a question prepared especially for this occasion.

ʼʼSo you like your brother the way Elliott does for Elena.ʼʼ

Time stopped and Gracier was unable to answer.