Back Then, I Adored You

Qin Zhi’ai had never seen Gu Yusheng act like this. She was so scared that her back was a little tight, and in her clenched hands, her palms were full of sweat.

“Say something!” Gu Yusheng noticed that she hadn’t said a word, so he began to urge her again. His calm eyes were filled with complicated emotions, like panic and also fear. “We agreed yesterday that we would have a child, so this cannot be a contraceptive pill. Tell me that this is not a contraceptive pill, not…”

Gu Yusheng seemed to be desperately trying to grasp onto any last hope. When he said the last few words, his voice carried like a faint beg, and his words were trembling. “Quickly say…”

As long as you say it, if you deny it, I will trust you.

He knew that he would only be deceiving himself, but on the other hand, there was no other way to relieve the sharp and painful feeling in his heart at that moment.

Qin Zhi’ai stood in the distance, silently raising her eyes and looking at Gu Yusheng. She opened her mouth, but couldn’t say a word.

What can I say? Can I say that I am not the real Liang Doukou, so I could never bear a child for him? Or should I really follow his lead and say that I’m not actually taking contraceptives?

He and she both knew that she had just taken a contraceptive pill, and she couldn’t deny the fact.

Her reaction made Gu Yusheng’s eyes a little wild. He knew that he couldn’t escape, even if he wanted to.

He had to face this reality. She didn’t really want to have children with him at all. She had always been deceiving him…

Gu Yusheng’s chest began to heave. He spoke again, with faint anger in his voice. “I’m letting you say no.”

As he spoke, Gu Yusheng lifted his foot and slammed it into the table at his side. “Why can’t you just say it, why?!”

The heavy marble dining table had been moved a couple feet by Gu Yusheng, who had hit its side, creating a loud noise.

The reactive force of the table made Gu Yusheng’s feet a little painful, but he didn’t seem to feel it, staring at Qin Zhi’ai with red eyes.

He had driven his car, wandering aimlessly for a whole night, trying to make himself stop thinking about what she had said in the video. But now, those words suddenly resounded in his ear.

“I will never bear a child of his.”

“What I wanted was not Gu Yusheng, but Mrs. Gu.”

She doesn’t want my children, she doesn’t want my children… Gu Yusheng suddenly caught Qin Zhi’ai’s wrist, dragged her to him, and grabbed her jaw, squeezing her mouth. Then he unscrewed the bottle of the contraceptives using his teeth and poured the pills inside Qin Zhi’ai’s mouth. “Didn’t you want to take these? Well, take them, take them all, and make sure you take enough!”

Qin Zhi’ai was scared by Gu Yusheng’s behavior, and her heart beat quickly. She shook her head with all her efforts, evading the pills that Gu Yusheng was trying to pour into her mouth.

Some of the pills fell on her face, some fell into her collar, and some fell into her mouth. When they met her saliva, they immediately spread a bitter taste. She subconsciously submitted, then she raised her hands and struggled to move away Gu Yusheng’s arms.

Gu Yusheng deliberately increased the strength his fingertips were pushing with on her cheeks. Then he suddenly released her all at once.

Qin Zhi’ai immediately bent down until she had spit up all the pills that were still in her mouth. At that point, she rushed outside of the dining room and ran quickly.