Back Then, I Adored You

Gu Yusheng suddenly remembered how she hadn’t faced him and her shoulders had shuddered when he looked at her after the sex.

He wondered if that large area of wetness was from her crying.

When he thought of her sobbing, a sharp pain startled him once again.

The pain was so bad that he even jerked. The pillow in front of him experienced the same as the other pillow, being kicked to the door.

Gu Yusheng heaved two long sighs before he wobbled off the bed and into the bathroom with bare feet.

He didn’t come out of the shower for quite a long time.

He didn’t dry his hair, just let the water drip onto his face.

He bent over and picked up the cigarettes from the bed. He glanced at the take-out food on the coffee table, then turned around and stared at it for a while. Suddenly, he lifted his foot and kicked at the coffee table.

The coffee table was kicked a couple of feet. The take-out food fell out of the plastic bag. The porridge fell out of the container and spilled on the floor, giving off a nice savory fragrance.

The hard surface of the coffee table had hurt his bare food.

He didn’t seem to feel the pain, only stared at the porridge on the floor. He felt the sharp pain in his heart instead.

Was he insane? He thought she might not have gotten a chance to eat anything, since she had been stuck in the heavy rain for so long. He asked the driver to buy some food for her.

What happened after that? When she saw him, she wanted to leave. Hmmm, he had asked her to keep her distance from him. She had done what he asked, which should have made him happy. Then why was he so pissed when he heard her say she was leaving? He must have gone out of his mind. No, not just out of his mind; he must have lost it.

Unfortunately, it didn’t seem that it was the first time he had lost his mind.

Gu Yusheng’s Adam’s apple moved a few times. He walked to the balcony with the pack of cigarettes and sat down in front of the window, looking out at the lights. He looked up with a cigarette in his mouth. He looked like a bad boy, blowing smoke rings. He looked like he was lost in daze as he smoked.

To be honest, he knew there had been a person named Liang Doukou in his past, had known this for as long as he could remember.

He had known Liang Doukou for over twenty years. If he was asked what his impression of Liang Doukou was, he had only two words to describe her—annoying and loud.

Besides these, he could hardly remember anything else about her.

Liang Doukou had become popular after her debut in the entertainment field. Many people said she was a new idol, the most beautiful woman in the past twenty years in the entertainment field.

When he heard that, he closed his eyes to think hard what Liang Doukou looked like, but he failed.

When he was seven years old, his mom had cheated on his dad. From that moment, his dad’s personality had changed completely. He had never drank before, but he started to drink near constantly.

At the beginning, he only yelled and scolded his mom when he got drunk. Later on, it got worse. He started to hit his mom. He was involved in this disaster, as well. His dad had also began to hit him.